The Truth of the Heart

Deep Feelings

I just sit there and cry for some reason I can't stop. I hate that Kazuha is seeing me like this seeing that I am weak. I don't want anyone especially him to think that I am weak and fragile. I let some of that show when it happened and I hated every second of it. The looks I got and everyone say they were sorry. It was so annoying and so much I decided to mask everything up and take it one day at a time. Look for an answer I could find. It was an act at first but I wasn't sad after about two days. I was just anger and hurt. There was so much of Roman that was hidden but I hide so much of our relationship to. I feel someone move in front at me and pull me in for a hug. Its Kazuha and its nice. He's warm and cozy as he reminds me of a home. Like this is were I belong in his arms safe and relaxed. That I can be free and be myself around him. I don't have that fear of being judge or that I am letting someone down. The tears soon stop as I whip them away with my sleeve and I look at Kazuha. We just look at each in silence and then I realize that deep down I am feeling something else. Those old feelings that I use to get around him. The ones were I was happy and there was nothing expect the two of us. I see something in his eyes and I don't know what it is. I speak fist "Kazuha I am sorry that you had to see me like that. And I am sorry for dragging you into this in the first place." "I am doing this because I want to. Destiny I love you I came back here for you. Its not right of me to ask you if you feel the same way. Especially with everything that is going on with you right now. Your hurt and you feel weak because you don't know how to deal with everything that you are feeling." Before he can finish that sentence, I make him go silent and I speak. "Listen to me I've never been good with saying how I feel. Even before all of this happened but I know there is something deep within me that feels something toward you. I don't know where this path is going to take me. I wouldn't want anyone else beside you by my side to help me get through this." I say as I give him a soft smile he looks shocked. Before I can stop myself I lean up and kiss him with everything I am feeling. He is surprised at first but he kisses me back. He pulls me close to him as he wraps his arms around my waist. Pulling me onto his lap the kiss becomes more heated and I cant help but love every second of it. We both pull away due to having to breath. We both look at each other my body aches for more of his touch and him in general. I look at him and speaks "I want you." I say as my sentence trails off. He looks at me and then says "Are you sure?" I nod my head yes. "Destiny I want you to say it." "Yes, I want you."