Aveline pov.
I wake up early in the morning and went to school. But i didn't expect someone is already in the room maybe they are already here baka early bird lang talaga sila, ngayon lang kasi ako pumasok ng napakaaga. They didn't expect to see me well they thought i'm not an early bird since nakasanayan nila na hindi ako maaga pumasok sa klase but now here i am nakatingin sila saakin unexpected ba? Mukhang maaga pa naman kaya di na ako pumasok sa room at pumunta ako sa rooftop ayaw kong makausap sila. They avoided me first so i also avoided them too para fair, tiningnan ko muna yung oras baka malate pa ako sa 1st subject pero malaki pa ang time ko para magrest dito sa rooftop. Such a nice view. While looking around may napansin akong natutulog sa dulo ??? Sino naman kaya to? Lalapit na sana ako pero bigla ito napadilat at lumingon sa gawi ko kaya napaiwas ako agad.
"I fell asleep again.."rinig kong sabi nya
"Kanina ka pa ba dyan?"he asked ako ba? Napalingon naman ako
"No kakadating ko lang"i answered napakamot naman sya sa ulo at tumayo ang tangkad naman nya napaiwas na lang ako. but wait parang ngayon ko lang sya nakita? Student ba sya dito? Pero paki ko ba kung student sya dito or hindi. I just went back sa room. Ayaw kong makipagusap sa stranger.
I just went to my chair and take a rest nagheadset na lang ako para wala akong marinig i just want to have a peaceful nap for a while.
Nagsimula na ang klase and i'm just being silent the whole time.
Break time
I went to the canteen and bought some snacks then left wala na akong kinausap i quitely sat on the rooftop and eat my snacks i don't want to be bothered by anyone.
I feel peace when i'm alone i don't have to worry about something. After i finished eating my food i went back to the room. As i entered the room they are looking at me again what's wrong with them is there something on my face??? But I just ignore their stares and i sat on my chair.
"Napakatahimik mo talaga ngayon aveline" sabi ng seatmate ko oh? I thought she also avoided me
"I thought your avoiding me?" I asked
"Bakit ko naman gagawin yon?"nagtatakang tanong nya
"Its nothing" sabi ko at tumingin na lang ako sa bintana its really better to be by myself.
Heira pov.
She's been quite the whole day, she really avoided us does she really hated us that much.
"hindi talaga tayo kinakausap ni aveline" malungkot na sabi ni mia
"yan din naman ang gusto nya diba ayaw nya saatin" sabi ni rika hmm? maybe she's right she don't want us to be by her side and that's why we also avoided her we can't just force a person to be with us if she doesn't want to, pero bakit nga ba ayaw nya saamin what's her reason? pwede naman nya sabihin saamin if may problema sya.
"anyway i heard binully na naman si ailey kahapon and i heard aveline saved her" rika said
"yeah~ gosh i miss her prescence bakit hindi nya tayo kinakausap kaya nya ba tayong tiisin ng ganito"reklamo ni mia i don't know but i think she doesn't care about us anymore.
"wala na syang pakialam saatin she already stated that she doesn't want us anymore cause she's not comfortable being with us"sabi ni curtney
"i want to talk to her" sabi ni mia di nya natiis at lumapit sya kay aveline but dineadma lang sya ni aveline
"aveline talagang ayaw mo na saamin?" she asked but still aveline is just being silent maiiyak na si mia dahil di sya sinasagot ni aveline kaya linapitan sya ni curtney at hinila paalis kay aveline but before she pulled her may sinabi sya kay aveline
"you are being rude for not answering when you are being ask, tsk. All this time you've been pretending that your fine being with us pero hindi mo sinabi na napipilitan ka lang pala you are such a heartless person maybe your just being insensitve" sabi ni curtney at hinila paalis si mia but napatigil ito ng magsalita si aveline
"Bakit? tinanong nyo ba ako kung anong nararamdaman ko pag kasama ko kayo?" she asked and she look at us
"well no you didn't because ang iniisip nyo lang is ang mga sarili nyo pero papaano yung ibang mga tao" she stood up
"you act like ako yung walang pakialam pero hindi nyo tinitingnan ang sarili nyo" sabi nya
nagkatinginan naman kami ng mga kasama ko ano bang ginawa namin? we just want to be friend with you but the look on your face is like you don't want us to be your friend.
"Look we just wanted to be your friends is it too much for you to be your friends" i said
"You really wanted to know the truth why i don't want to hangout with you guys?" She asked
"Well who don't want to know the truth" curtney said and we look at each other
"Before that aveline i just wanted to say sorry if may nagawa man kami na ikinagagalit mo" i said
"You don't need to apologize, because you've done nothing wrong" she said and then she took a deep breath
"I'm just tired of pretending, being with you guys isn't much fun for me i feel uncomfortable every time we are hanging out with each other and sometimes i feel i'm out of place and you know what i mean"
"I might still be smiling infront of you but the truth is, sometimes its too much to hangout with you guys"
We were speechless about what she just said
"Now that you know the reason why so i should leave now and please don't bother me anymore cause i hate to pretend anymore it makes me sick" she added and she left us dumbfounded all of our classmates were whispering about what they saw and for us we don't know what to say we were speechless did she just said we were too much?
Is this the end of our friendship??
Hindi ko parin maintindihan bakit? Bakit ganito ang pagtrato nya saamin di ko mabasa kung ano nasa isip nya.
After that Hindi na bumalik si aveline sa room hanggan sa nagsiuwian na kami she really don't want to see us.
She really hates us...
To be continued....
BINABASA MO ANG
The Pretender
Teen FictionIts better to be rejected for who I am than be accepted by pretending to be someone I am not. Pretending to be fine, even though you are not is much more difficult than pretending to be someone else.
