CHAPTER 4 JOURNEL
14. 05 . 2021
Today I had so much funn I could'nt remember last time I spent so much time with mommy .But it was like old times .Our very own girls time out. My parents has always been like my friends ,and thus I never tried to make friends ..I only had one friend but she shifted to Delhi .At first it was very hard ,but I overcame from the lonelyness and decided to never rely on others rather than my family because everyone is temprary at the end nobody stays. Sometimes I am jealous of people .I even envy BTS atleast they have each other to rely on during hard times. But I also have them. ARMY X BTS FOREVERI never told anyone but I suffer from social anxiety .And It was not like this before but as I started to grow up.This kind of started to grow up with me.It is not that bad it's just that I can't socialize and have the tendency to isolate myself .I tried so many things to mend it. I opened social media accounts currently I have accounts on INSTAGRAM, WEVERSE, V-LIVE , SNAPCHAT, TWITTER .I guess all of them out there.And I won't lie but now I have a bunch of friend with whom I discuss about my day .And sometimes my problems .Half of them are ARMY friends and many even suffer from the social anxiety .But we all found peace in BTS, they are like the medicine to our invisible but painfull wounds . I feel much better after talking to them, they always help me out Currently I am listening to 00;00 [Zero o'clock] .I can't just point out which one of their song makes me happy, I guess all of them . People think that we are some stupid teen girls who are fangirling over those pretty boys.But this is so much more,our love for them is a pure thing. We love them because of them ,not because what they are .They taught us to love ourselves, overcome hard times, to see us with our faults ,imperfection and still embrace ourselves. To have confidence in ourselves even though other don't belive us, follow our passion, to even celebrate our failurs as they made us what we are today. Not only that but they always acknowleged us ,our effors and they never even let the it slip that it's us,the armies who helped them to reach where they are. Even though they are at the top of the world and have the biggest and the most powerfull fandom ,they are so humble and grounded. I am very happy today I finally got to watch the movie I was dying to see.Ohh The movie was just so good,I can garuntee that it's gonna win the MMA 'Best Music doucumentry " I just can't point out which part I like the best. It was filmed so well. The concert footage .Everything was just top notch .
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