Bleeding-Delilah (sequel to cutting the feelings away when you can't)

Chapter 13: Kissing and shouting

Ash's p.o.v
I got pulled out of bed by Brendon and he pulled me into his room. I always liked him, he was cute. I had a huge crush I him when I first met him. he closed the door behinds us and gave me a cup of coffee from his coffee maker in his room. he looks at me and I could tell he was drunk. he moves closer to me and gives me a foot of space.
"Look, I know you like me and I know you just broke up with Sweden but I'm here." he said getting closer and closer.
"Brendon," I said but he cups my face and gets closer, "your my best friends dad."
"So, that can't stop us from what we could do." he said then pressing his lips ruffle on mine. I kiss back putting my hands threw his hair. he pushes me onto his bed and holds my wrist down. I get scared, it makes me think of the past. I thrash away and crawl to the corner of the room, Brendon chugs down the cup of coffee and walks over to me.
He rubs my back.
"I won't do that. I won't do what they did to you." he said. how did he know what happened? He wasn't there.
That night was dark and blurry. I was drunk and my wrist were bleeding and I was high, a man came and raped me. I was in shock for a month and didn't tell any one. he held me down like that.
"How do you know what happened to me?" I asked.
"I was the one that pulled you out." he said.
"Oh." I said, I didn't remember any thing after what had happened, every thing else was blocked out of my mind.
Brendon pulled me into a hug as he stroked my hair and said it's okay, that it's over and that he wouldn't let it happen. We kissed again and got under the covers and talked. I eventually fell asleep in his arms. I didn't care that he was drunk, some one cared and knew what I was going threw.
I woke up to a kiss that was plased softly in my lips.
"Morning." he said smiling, getting out of bed. I got out and went into Delilah's room and woke her up.
"What." she said.
"Don't hate me." I said.
"Did you break my phone in any way?" She mumbled.
"No, worse." I said.
"There's nothing worse than breaking my phone." She said getting up.
"Brendon." I said.
"What about him?" She said.
"He kissed me and he's the one that pulled me out of the thing." I said, she got wide eyed.
"You kissed my dad?!" She yelled.
"Shhh!!!!!! No he kissed me and I kissed back a little." I said.
"Oh my gosh, I knew you liked him, but not this much." She said, smirking.
"He was drunk and I was there, I guess." I said sitting on the bed next to her. she gave me a look of discust.
"You wanna know what that's called, Ash?" She said with mean tone in her voice.
"What?" I asked.
"Being taken advantage of." she said angrily.
"No, Delilah, not like that. he said that he knew I liked him and he kissed me and I kissed back we went on the bed and he held me by the wrist and I moved away and he comfort me. no taking advantage of, I swear." I said smiling.
"Did he just have the smell of alcohol, or did he have that and act werid?" She asked.
"Smell of alcohol." I said.
"He wasn't drunk enough." she said walking out. drunk enough? I followed her to the kitchen where Brendon and Gerard stood talking. I made some coffee and poured it into my and Delilah's cups. and went to sit in the gaming room.
"What do you mean drunk enough?" I asked her.
"He would make weird chooses but he would remember and if something was serious he would snap out of it." she said stuffing a doughnut in her mouth.
"Where did you get that?" I asked her.
"On this plate."
"Is that the doughnut that was from last week?" I said, she looked at the plate and then the doughnut and ran into te bathroom and spat it out and walked back out.
"Yep," she said, "its fine if you dare my dad but just keep it on the down low or Max is probably gonna drop out of the band."
"I promise my problems won't break the band." I said not knowing if I could keep the promise. after that I walked to me and Max's room and saw he was in the shower. I got all my things an tried to go to Delilah's room but Brendon stopped me.
"Ash, what are you doing?" He asked.
"Putting my stuff in here. me and Delilah are gonna share her room for a bit." I said.
"No, you can stay in my room." he said taking my stuff.
"Brendon, I've known you since I was in kindergarten when I came for a sleep over and that kiss was great but I-" I said but was cut off.
"Come with me," he said pulling my arm to his room, "I like you a lot and I'll take you under my wing, and take care of you. I have a spare matrices, so you don't have to sleep with me, I wouldn't forse that after what you've been through."
I hugged him and kissed his cheek not thinking, "thank you."
"Your welcome."
I set my stuff down and went to change in the bath room. I put on a pierce the veil tee-shirt and some black jeans with my sharpie covered converse. I went to Delilah's room, she was wearing black leggings and a sleeping with sirens tee-shirt and some converse that look just like mine but have different stuff on it. we all went to the studio to recorded more.