Bleeding-Delilah (sequel to cutting the feelings away when you can't)

Ch.20 Goodbye agony

Andy's p.o.v
We went into the recording booth and we sat down.
"I guess right now would be a perfect time to start writing, right?" I said with a smirk on my face, she nodded and returned the smirk. she looked around and then I'm pretty sure she caught an idea. she scribbled down some lyrics then mouthing the words to see if it went. I was amused by her seriousness with the song. she looked up at me and smilied.
"Your starring at me?" She said still smiling. I chuckled, and started to blush. so what if I liked her a little bit? She was my type, but she just went threw a lost of her boyfriend. I started to look again at her pale face and gorgeous jay black hair. her eyes were still red from the tears. she sat up and handed me the paper.

Your on the ground, bleeding out of your head.
I'm so sorry for not writing back,
I love you so!
I hate being alone!
I hope I start not feeling, I hate this feeling of dieing with out you.
Please forgive me, for not being there. I wish I could help you, but I couldn't be.

YOU WERE MARCHING INTO THE BOMBS AND BULLET SHELLS!
But then, but then.
You got shot....

YOU MARCHED INTO THE BLACK PARRDE, WITH EVERY STEP YOU TAKE, AWAY! I WISH I COULD BE THERE FOR YOU!
Don't die, don't die.

But can I die? Please.

I read it over with the notes under it and I started to sing it.
"This is good, and please don't die." I said looking into her eyes.
"I can't help but want to," she said in a emotional voice, I pull her into a hug and sing her goodbye agony, "do you have any drinks?"
"Yeah, but your under age." I said pulling away from the hug.
"Please. I need it." she said clenching her shirt where her heart would be. I walk out and got the vodka bottle and some small cups.
"Here, well both drink." I said hand her a drink full if vodka. after she chugged that down, she asked for more. I said no but she took the bottle out of my hand and put more into her cup and kept refilling it until it was gone. I just had one drink, so I was pretty sober. but she was really drunk.
"I-I think that, that no one really like, likes some one so bad they want to die. b-but I do. I-isn't dat word?" She said with a smilie on her face, I just nodded and smilied.
"don't you mean weird?"
"Didn't I say that?"
"No, you said word."
"Whatever, cutey." She said, I blushed a little and she blushed a lot, "oh wait, I just figured out my boyfriend died and I'm hitting in you. I'm a terrible person. you got any blades?"
"Your not a bad person, your just drunk," I said smiling, "and I'm not giving you a blade, you should probably go sober up."
"No, I'm sober, I always thought you were really cute, ya know." She said getting closer as we sat in the couch and she laid her head on my chest.
"Thanks, and your not getting a blade." I said.
"Okay. I'm just gonna slee..." she said then dosing into sleep, I stroke her hair as she snuggled into me. after a while I kiss her head and sleep as well. when I wake up it was 8:00pm, I woke up Delilah from her peaceful slumber.
"Hey, sleeping beauty." I said smiling into her beautiful eyes moving the hair out of her face.
"Hi, what time is it?" She asked looking around, rubbing her eyes.
"8:01." I said looking at my phone. She stood up stumbling a bit.
"I should p-probably go." She said, walking torse the door.
"Okay, I'll walk you home." I said, I got up and walked her home, I went back to the studio and just slept on the couch.

***1 month later***

Delilah's p.o.v
I walked into my room and changed. I put on a black dress with a white roses on it and some black flats and I put my hair I a pretty bun. I went into the kitchen and got a big knife, I look at it for a bit and cut my wrist deep, blood all over I drop the knife with it making a really loud noise. I then fall to the ground yelling Brendon's name he ran out and looked at what I had done he came over and all I said was, "goodbye agony." I then blacked out.