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I only managed a light sleep, waking often, moving through sweat-soaked half-dreams and an unfocused mirage that may have been reality. I saw Austin, and Tim, and Jackie, and Mother, juxtaposed over the dark walls of my room. I dreamt of cool, then of heat. I woke to heat. The humid pressure that constantly coated my skin felt like a second heart, trapping me with a lethargic, thudding beat.

I wondered how Mother carried herself, alone in her room, tucked into her bed. Did she finally allow her shoulders to slump, her back to round, her eyes to soften?

No, I didn't have to bring him. I didn't have to. The thought grew, grew, until it became a tangible thing I could begin to picture: Austin's lips drawn out in a pout, his eyes wide and shimmering. Austin quiet, pensive, spending the day in his room. Austin hovering by the water bucket as if working up the courage, then toppling it in a rage. I didn't care. I would take any of it.

I wouldn't bring him.

I wouldn't be returning to the well for another two days. In the meantime, I would do my utmost to distract Austin.

I wouldn't bring him. 

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