Mesmerized

Chapter 5: Just can't be...

"Sorry?" I said shocked

"Lara." He said in a raised tone.

This was all too much! How could he do this? Okay so you're probably a bit lost but at the party Bryce and I met a new girl Lara and yes you guessed it thats who he likes. Yes she was nice and pretty but I was deeply disappointed. And not because she is bad or I think she was a bad choice or anything, but because I felt sorry for Grace.

"What's wrong with her?Ehh?" he said attacking me.

"Nothin, it's just.." I said backing off

"Just what???" he said cutting me off.

Why was he doing this/ He was acting like a teenage girl when its 'her time of the month'. We never really have had a fight like this. It scared me.

"You were hanging out with Grace at the party so I..." I tried to talk looking at the ground.

"Assumed? Gosh you can't just assume things! Since when did you own me me? You're so delusional." He spat.

"WOW, own you? Is that how you see this like I own you? Bryce if I wanted another dog I would've gone to the pet shop! And I am NOT delusional! I said as my eyes filled with tears

"If I wanted to be bullied I would have stayed in denver! I shouted letting a tear or two slip down my cheeks.

All of a sudden, in the heap of the moment Grace walked in and immediately run over to us.

"What's wrong" She said instantly losing color in her face.
"Bryce you need to leave now." I spat harshly.
Grace just stood their frozen stuck not moving barely even breathing she looked bad as if something else was wrong.
"Now!" I screamed
"Hollan..... " He tried
"just go" I said shaking and my voice trembling.
Memories of the past kicked in...
*Flashback 1*
What the hell Holland? You're so fake. Who wears knitwear? You look like trash. Lucky there's a dustbin. You're so ugly when you walk into the bank they turn off the cameras. I guess I'll see you in a dream if I eat to much... We had just had lunch I had eaten only three bites of my salad when she had come up to me. A tear trickled down my cheek, I felt my food coming back up to my mouth.It has been happening for the last few days. I was smart enough to know that it was bulimia...
*Flashback ended*
I was struggling to breathe like my chest was tightening and my throat was closing. My stomach was in knots. My head was pounding. My mouth trembling. My body shaking.The past is a dark place.
When I still lived in Denver I was bullied so much because I had anorexia at one point. I'm over it now but the past haunts you.

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I felt nauseous and could hear Grace trying to talk to me in the background but I couldn't make out what she was saying. It was like I couldn't understand the English language I frowned, my head was pounding. Come on Holland! Breathe Breathe brea... Just then I fell to the floor and I was out.
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