Does it make sense to suddenly feel this way?
Does it ever haunt you to know that, once in a while you're going to feel this way?
Others might not be able to understand you,
But that's not because they don't, they do
It's just that they have their own demons
Remember that you're not the only person in this world who thinks this
There are others who has it worse
.... But shall I compare myself to them?
No, not at all
They may have it worse
But I, myself am going through something
And this something may not even be the same as theirs
If that's the case then I shouldn't be talking about it to them then
I should keep it to myself
Let myself suffer
And heal with time
And I hope that the time it took me to heal,
That no one misses me
Because that makes me feel guilty
But at the same time,
I don't care, why?
Because I care about myself
I should put myself first before others
