A Warriors Weakness (Malereader x Ashoka)

side story 5

Taking a deep breath in, letting a deep breath out continuing this action over and over. Doing it for three days straight as master Yoda had given him the task of concentrating on fueling his whole body with the force making him fuel his power with balance, not anger struggling with fully concentrating as his underlying anger burned deep within him as Yoda walked in

Yoda: I see you are still struggling

Letting out a deep breath relaxing, opening his eyes showing the yellow gleam fade as he relaxed

(Y/n): I can't seem to get it, I still feel my anger no matter how hard I control it

Yoda: sense worry in you, what bothers you my padawan

(y/n): my sister I haven't heard any news about where I've been looking into separatist comms but all I got was silence

Yoda: hmm, often emptying your mind will help you reach your objective

(Y/n) : but focusing on the objective is what helps me even access the force

Yoda: are you hoping to find her using the force

(y/n): am I in trouble

Yoda: no but you are wasting energy

(Y/n): wasting energy?

Yoda: seeing you use the force is astounding but you pour 100% out when you use it pushing, pulling, jumping even you're force lightning is beyond what Dooku produces

(Y:n): so I'm tiring myself out

Yoda: yes and no, in addition to using the force in excise using the dark side deteriorates your body making it weak over time, yet you haven't lost a step

(Y/n): I mean my people can heal maybe I am just less susceptible to it

Yoda: But your mother is Mandalorian which doesn't add up, you're father, you're real father?

(Y/n): I don't know, even digging in all the files you helped me recover there is nothing even telling about the 10 years after she left, even I can't remember that much

Yoda: guessing grievous never told you

(Y/n): correct I'm not even sure where to look although, I'm sure it's because of my healing even grievous said that was the one useful thing about me

Yoda: .... still I would like to test your blood and see who you truly are, with your permission of course

(Y/n): of course, although you probably won't find anything

Yoda: you never know in the meantime I think you should take the day and clear your mind and explore around but remember to feel the force without thought, without emotion

(Y/n): you make it sound so easy without emotion how can I do anything

Yoda: and that you must learn on you're own, oh before I forget Ashoka is back from her battle on Felucia doing library duties she might want some company

(Y/n): Ashoka! Oh man, it's been so long ... can I?

Yoda: have fun, my Padawan ...but not too much fun

Bowing to each other the young sith ram back to his room frantically putting on his cleanest outfit removing his helmet, cutting his hair to his usual length giving the quick once over before heading to the library

entering the grand library searching around the massive halls spotting Ashoka sitting at one of the desks

(Y/wow sitting Down on the job what would master Ju costa say