The chimera and the true alphas beta

gone for good

(a/n, there will prolly be a good amount of switching povs in this chapter I apologize in advance)

- liams pov -

- Monday afternoon -

- theo has been gone for three days -

ive been stressing for days trying to find theo i would go to theos work but the pack told me not to they said he 'needed time' and 'hes fine' but I know hes not, theo cares about me and knows I care about him he wouldn't just leave me. im currently in the school library trying to eat a snack hoping theo would show up. see theo would sneak in the library and bring me and him food so we could eat lunch together. speaking of lunch I should probably bring some tomorrow since ive barely eaten these past few days, how could I ive been to busy trying to finish homework and finding theo I havnt had time to eat, I mean ive had a few snacks here and there but I don't think ive had a proper meal since I last saw theo.

how do I know if he's safe. come on liam you sound ridiculous he survived years with the dread doctors he can survive a few days without you.

(theos pov)

''god theo you look exhausted, have you been sleeping?'' derek asked me worriedly. ''not really.'' ''why haven't you been sleeping?'' I thought about telling derek about my nightmares and how they stopped when I slept next to liam, I guess I felt safe. ''i get these nightmares, and liam made those nightmare go away, now that he's not with me the nightmares are coming back.''

''what are the nightmares about?'' ''my sister.'' ''i wish I could help, maybe ask deaton if theres anything that could prevent them.'' ''i had something that prevented them, you told me to leave him behind.'' ''its for the best theo, trust me.'' ive tried to get him out of my mind but I can't.

I went out for a walk to try and clear my head but I saw the jeep coming down the road. I ran back to the loft and grabbed my stuff. "Hey where are you going!" Derek yelled as I ran out the door. As I ran through the hallway I saw most of the pack including Scott, stiles, Malia, Allison and unfortunately for me and him liam. I rushed towards them trying to slide by them quickly. As I walked passed liam he froze and looked unsure if it was me. It took him a second but when I got to the end of the hall I heard Liam yell my name and I heard running. I sped up And got to my truck before liam even made it out the main door. "THEO! PLEASE IM SORRY I WAS RUDE-

I cut him off by pulling out of the the parking lot. I started getting calls from liam once again I turned my phone ringer off so I wouldn't have to hear. By the time it was dark and I had finally found a place to sleep I realized I was in tears. I didn't just like Liam I loved him it started out with a crush but we hung out to much now I don't just want him in my life I need him in my life I hate it I hate that I'm attached to someone I hate having baggage, if it wasn't for Liam I would have left beacon hills.

(scotts pov)

we were riding in the jeep towards dereks house and I swear I saw theo turn the corner but I was not going to tell liam. we pulled in to a parking space and all jumped out of the car and made our way to dereks loft. we were halfway down the hallway when we saw theo standing there. ''theo?" I heard liam whisper I looked back see see liam frozen and theo passing by him also staring at liam. I looked forward again then heard liam yell and start running. ''LIAM!'' stiles yelled. ''leave it, he'll come back for now we need to get to dereks.''

we didn't end up seeing liam until after we left the loft which we stayed in for more then an hour meaning he was probably out looking for theo now that he had his scent. ''any luck?'' allison asked liam just glared. it seemed alliosn was actually worried about theo I think over time not only liam but Allison and derek have grown very fond of theo and would hate to see him leave or hurt. ''hes going to be at work tomorrow.'' stiles told liam feeling bad. ''how do you know that?'' liam asked ''derek told us to tell you.'' scott answered. ''Thank you guys.'' he sighed in relief. I guess just knowing theo was safe was enough to hold him over for a day or two.

''liam there is a chance he quit, theres a chance hes already on his way out of beacon hills, he could be gone for good.'' I told him making sure he knew what to expect. ''he wouldn't do that not without saying goodbye, not without making things right.'' ''hey liam you know him better then we do, so if you think he's still here then im sure he is.'' Allison reassured him. ''thanks alli.''

(liams pov)

''gone for good'' liam couldn't get what scott said out of his head, what if he was gone for good. these thoughts have been keeping me awake all night I haven't been able to even sleep for a minute.

''god why did I have to fall in love, its a curse.'' I whispered though I guess not quite enough. ''hey pumpkin'' my mom said coming in my room. ''why aren't you asleep?'' she asked. ''mom, hes gone maybe for good.'' I cried leaning into my moms arms. ''hes not gone for good and being in love isn't a curse.'' ''you heard that.'' ''yeah I did.'' I hadn't noticed but I was in tears like full on breakdown. ''hun, its ok I promise you.''

(A/n I made this at like 4am my time so I'm sorry if this is messy or sucks