Pity party | e.jaeger

02.Tears or regret

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Your eyelids slowly open, burning a little, and the room becomes fuzzy as you awaken. You tremble as you recall the things you and Eren did the previous evening. Furious with yourself, you sit in bed and sob. As you cry, you question yourself: "Why? What did I ever do to deserve this?" As you are crying , you hear the door "click." You quickly wipe your face and smile . Eren enters the room, approaches you, and rubs your face. He says, "I'm glad you're here, you won't leave me," and he tightens his grip around your chin. He waited for your response, but the longer you waited, the angrier he became with you. "Yes, I won't ever leave you," he whispered. "That's a good girl," Eren quickly smiled and rubbed your head.
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Your wounds were no longer stinging as much. Thank you, God. You brace yourself by throwing your legs over the edge of the bed and attempting to stand. It hurts , but you could at least stand, so you limped toward the door, your legs faintly shaking. "He asked, "Where are you going? to the bathroom. " You replied, "I have to shower after last night. " You laughed. cringing and left the room. You don't know how long you can stay in this house with HIM or even stay with HIM. You collapsed on the bathroom floor letting your steaming tears stream down your face. You didn't know what you did wrong, you were faithful to your boyfriend and never lied. You never forgot all the special days, you did everything you could have done to make Eren happy. So why out of all people did this have to happen to you.
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As you were contemplating life, you heard a knock at the door. "Princess hello is everything alright in there I don't want you to get too carried away," he said. "Yes I'm fine I'm just cleaning the tub," you replied to reassure him so he won't get suspicious. You get up, step into the bathtub, and turn on the shower in the hopes of washing all your worries away, but you can't help but think back to last night and the way he touched your body slowly, possibly making you feel as though he wanted you for everything. You can feel your face getting hot from the thoughts. In what He approaches your face and his long hair tickles your legs. You immediately began to blush. But when you heard banging and yelling at the door, that moment had completely passed.
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"What is taking you so long huh ? I didn't give you permission to take an hour-long shower, so I'm giving you 10 seconds to leave the bathroom NOW, "he yells angrily. Or you know what will happen "You couldn't stand this, you can never be alone or have fun for yourself, you yelled back. " I just wanted some time to myself, please. I'm so sick of you". There was a long pause after you said that, and you started to stutter and say you were sorry and you didn't mean it. You were just in the heat of the moment. He kicked down the door and dragged you outside.
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He throws you to the ground, exposing your naked body to your horror. You begin to shake, close your eyes, and apologize out of fear. As you turn to face him, you notice a smirk on his face. He unquestionably isn't a human. He looks down at you as you fix your gaze on his tiny iris, which makes his eyes glow a bright shade of green. "You won't need to visit the hospital this time, so don't worry. I promise not to hurt you in any way". Keep in mind what he said, smiling and stroking your face with his thumb. "To me, you are special."
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I want to cherish you always. You understand that I simply cannot be apart from you for so long. You understand that I don't trust you because of the way my parents used to treat me. He constantly makes you feel guilty, and you always fall for it. Whimpers are the only sounds that come out of my mouth. You nod in agreement and he continues, "I'm glad we got into the same terms, but you're only allowed to leave my field of vision with my permission only."
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He stands up and grabs my arm, forcing me to stand up and follow him. Because he is so big and strong, my entire body automatically submits to him. "You know when I have to yell at you like this I always have to punish you princess you make me do things that I don't want to do you," he says as he opens the door to the bedroom. Eren drops his necktie on my head after removing it. He reveals his 10-pack by unbuttoning his shirt. He can carry me on either side of his broad shoulders because they are so large. I'm already drooling and my mouth is watering He gives me a passionate kiss while playing with my mouth with his hot tongue.
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I open my eyes to find him giving me such a jealous stare. I melted under the heat his body was producing. My shoulders slump, and my eyes rolled to the back of my head. My body twitches all over. He presses against my neck. For him to have quick access to my neck, I unconsciously turn my head to the side. He whispers, "Good girl," with such a deep raspy. He was getting more and more hungrier for this specific moment as his hold on my arm grew tighter. He bit me so hard on my neck that I could see dark spots in my vision.
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I moan in both pleasure and suffering. He continues to bite me hard, as if trying to rip my flesh apart. I moan louder now. When I notice that his teeth are becoming more acute by the second, he growls. entering my skin and bloodstream with pleasure. My blood is dripping quickly and heavily. I felt so pale and lightheaded. The warm blood continued to roll down my chest even though my entire upper body went numb.
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I woke up dressed in red robe, sprawled out in a bed, completely naked. My muscles ache when I move. I couldn't help but groan in pain as I struggled to sit up. As my foot touches the ground, I whimper. Never have I felt so heavy. I fell to the ground and reach for the bed. Where do you think you're going, princess ? Eren enters the room holding a cup of tea.
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He must have made some tea for me I guessed and reach for him and try to say thank you . Oh, you wanted tea? Eren said while sipping. Behind me, he sets the tea on the nightstand. "Here, get up." He lifts me up onto the bed by the shoulders. "Ouch, it hurts please Eren. Stop, my head starts to hurt. I truly feel useless. My body falls to the bed in a pile. He lies down next to me and tilts in my direction."You belong to me and only me, I will never let anyone take you away, you will never escape, and you will be with me until the end,"