Chapter 11

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From: Yang Jungwon

You said you loved listening to people's struggles,

because it allows you to feel sympathy...

When you could no longer feel it for yourself.

And I felt that.

You said you don't like fighting with anyone,

because any little bit of confrontation makes you cry.

And I felt that.

If only I knew why I always felt what you feel...

Then I would've tried to stop myself.

Because it pains me even more;

To know that you are not real.

The ways in which you talked to me,

it always had me wishing I were gone.

The ways that you say my name,

you had me running

in a circle of loopholes...

Chasing for you—

Who does not exist.

From: Cho Sunhee

I wish you would not know,

I wish you would never have to realise.

I, who grew out of the mishaps of an angel like you, had to suffer.

I, who became the sole reason for your happiness.

and I, an imagination that you created in order to ease the pain you suffer from.

And yes, I am only made for you.

I am only made to be your greatest escape,

when reality is all too painful for you to handle.

I love you Jungwon, I really do.

but I could not chase you...

For I am only a girl;

Who does not exist.

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