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From: Cho Sunhee
"Why aren't you taking your medications? Don't you want to get better?"
I whispered into your ears as I engulfed your figure into an embrace.
For you, Yang Jungwon,
I'm willing to go through war.
I'm willing to build an army for you.
I'm willing to be your shield,
I'd die for you.
Yang Jungwon.
Losing me is better than losing you,
So please just let me go.
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From: Yang Jungwon
I feel a warm embrace, like a home, and that's when I knew it's you.
My only home.
Please hold me closer,
don't let me go.
Just lock me away, keep my heart in your place.
Because you're the only air inside my lungs.
and I feel suffocated whenever you're gone.
A red pill on my hand, but it stayed there.
Your voice whispers faintly in my ear, as you embrace my figure from behind.
"Why aren't you taking your medications Jungwon? Don't you want to get better?"
A smile that expressed sadness instead of joy, came to my face.
You are not real,
you live inside my head.
You cease to exist for my heart.
You were made for me.
Taking this red pill,
it means losing you.
And losing you won't make me feel better,
even if you are not real,
what matters is that you are the one who feels more real
than these people created by a bunch of facades.
Why can't anyone understand that?
But then again,
Since when did they ever understand me?
No one understands me better than you do.
No one knows me like you know me.
And no one ever loved me like how you loved me.
In this life,
no one matters but you.
Cho Sunhee.
I don't want to be okay without you.
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