A: N I might Kill Kenny Off I don't Know We'll See about that
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Levi came back home, ignoring Kenny who was sitting on the couch watching the television. Levi narrowed his eyes looking around and everything seems to be in place. He still had many worries, knowing that Kenny is here for an unknown reason.
He took off his jacket and undid two buttons from his shirt then went to his bedroom. His bed was a place he wishes to come back for the whole day but when he sat down he felt so much energy and anger as the emotions from today's day accumulated in him. Levi pulled his skin face with his hands as he keeps rubbing it trying to figure out what the hell is happening with him.
Why it's happening now. Right now, where he thought that he had good friends, paying job and he can move on with just that. He can't move on, he won't be able to if Kenny would still be in his life, actually in a room next to his and it's going to be in his mind for all the time.
When he was younger he accepted the fact that he has no choice but to live with Kenny who gave him a home and food. He taught him how to fight, defend himself, how to survive when they had no money for food nor for the rent. He had to work for this, he had to learn, he had to do things that Kenny wanted just so he could survive and live for the next day.
He was telling himself that it wasn't his fault, it's not his fault for all those awful things he did to people he didn't even know. He was forced. Of course, Levi opposed but no matter how much stronger and intelligent Levi was becoming, Kenny was adult and he was way bigger than Levi, always.
But here he is now, promising himself that he would never earn things like that, he had money, he has home and no reason to kill people. Levi doesn't care what others think about him or what they say, sometimes he even acts like he has zero feelings which is bullshit but he doesn't want to kill innocent people.
Thanks to Kenny Levi is now strong, really strong not only physically, he saw a lot and experience a lot. Working as a cop made him realise that there are equal or worst people than Kenny but it's all the same. He is aware of what people can do.
Levi could always control his emotions but it was different now, he got nightmares and hallucinations and he couldn't stand it because he didn't help his friend and he got shot and Levi didn't know what could happen next.
"Kenny," Levi started as he entered the living room. "When are you leaving?"
The man shifted from his position looking not surprised at Levi's question. Levi already furrowed his forehead in annoyance just by looking at the man who was feeling all comfy on his couch. "Are you throwing me away?"
"Yes."
The words did nothing, a moment of silence then Kenny broke it.
"You know what," Kenny sat up and Levi narrowed his eyes. "I'm feeling like I'm back to the old days," He said with a smirk on his face and Levi didn't even move. "You didn't grow much since back then tho." He laughed at him but unfortunately, Levi couldn't share with him this happy moment of recall.
"I'm giving you a week," Levi spoke. "and then I don't want to see you anymore."
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At the evening Kenny left not giving him many details and Levi would gladly barricade himself so he won't come back. But instead of that, he cleaned the whole flat because the sleep still won't come and he needed to do something, just anything. He washed the blanket he gave Kenny, wiped the dust and made himself a very late dinner at 12 pm. With a bowl in his hand and spoon in his mouth, he went to open the doors as he heard the knocking.
