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Chapter 10 - All we need is a chance

My dad allow me to come with Nicholas, he said I didn't need to worry about work. Nicholas pick me up at 9 am and we use his private jet. Ever since we were sitting here he was already busy with his work, he said that so it'll be finish sooner from the schedule. I'm glad I bring some books with me, I read pulled under by Michelle Dalton it was a cute romance novel. I was already read half the book when I start to yawn, I feel bored. I can't talk with Nicholas because he was really focus with his work, I can't continue reading the book because my eyes starting to feel heavy, so I decide to sleep.

I feel someone caress my hair, I realize that my head leaned to Nicholas shoulder.

"I'm sorry did I wake you up?"

"Oh no" I try to sit up straight, "I'm sorry, your shoulder must be numb right now" he lean forward, touching my lips with his and I can feel that he is smiling, "well honestly, it is. But I can't wake you up, you look like a child when you're asleep" well I didn't see cheesy Nicholas often so when he is being cheesy it's make me happy "Well, you have to deal with it then, because you will be seeing this face a lot. Try not to boring anytime soon" and by that I get a kiss from him -again.

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We arrive at the hotel around 6 pm, Nicholas said that he have to go somewhere else and will pick me up for dinner I just said okay because I really want to have a warm bath right now. I pick my black long dress that have a slit on the right and it was a v neck, I pair it with a black strap heels. I hear the door was closed, Nicholas is here. I check my make up one last time before I see Nicholas, when I turn around he was already behind me.

"Hi" he just stare at me, I don't know if it's lust or love. I walk towards him slowly, but he still stare at me. "Nicholas, are you ok- ?" before I even finish my question he wrap his arms around my waist and pull me to him. He kiss my lips with so much passion, this was different from our usual kiss. This one make my knees weak, I wrap my arms around his neck so I won't fall. He bite my bottom lips asking for entrance to my mouth, the kiss is so much intense than before. I'm the first one to break the kiss because if we kiss any longer I'll faint because I'm out of breath, his kiss is like a toxic that I should never taste because I'll be addicted to it. I look into his eyes, it was mirror mine -love.

"Nicholas" I sound a little breathless "You ruin my lipstick" I pout, he just chuckled and kiss my pout lips

"Well, it is a crime that someone can be this sexy. But I'm glad that you're mine, are you ready? Our car is already waiting outside"

"Excuse me, but I have to re apply my lipstick because someone ruin it and I don't want my fiancée to see me like this" I give him a playful smirk and wink at him and turn around to see the mirror so I can put on my lipstick, he is hugging me from behind and start kissing my neck "I think your fiancée wouldn't mind" he is looking at the mirror "God Nicholas, if you leave a hickey on my neck. You sleep on the sofa tonight" he kiss my neck one last time before we go outside.

We eat at one of the best restaurant here, when we walk inside the restaurant it was like everyone in the room stop whatever they are doing and look at us. Some women look at me with jealousy and some of them is too busy checking out Nicolas "See what I told you babe, it's a crime that someone can be this sexy. They're looking at you like you're a goddess" he whisper in my ear so no one can hear us, I look at him like he was crazy "They're looking at you, not me" he kiss my check before we walk to our table. I can feel people watching us, it was really awkward. We talk once in a while when we eat, he said that tomorrow he will be busy and won't be back till dinner, I tell him that tomorrow I may go somewhere or just stay at the hotel. After we finish our dinner, we didn't go anywhere because Nicholas said he want to tell me about what Gina mean. To say it was awkward on the way back to our hotel would be an understatement, we were busy with our own thought. I don't know if I'm ready to hear what he was going to say.

"Theresa, please hear me first then you can decide to stay with me or not. I don't blame you if you want to go, as long as you're not back with James I'm fine" I just nodded, I'm afraid that my voice will betrayed me and showing how insecure I'm right now. We were facing each other, I can see that he is taking a deep breath before he start talking

"As you know, I'm 25 y.o now. Seven years ago, I met this girl. Her name is Sasha Dalton, yes she is gina cousin. She is like a rain in the desert, yeah she was that amazing" I see a ghost smile on his face, he really love this girl "We start dating on our sophomore year in university. She is the type of girl who will be jealous by the other and men love, she is smart, friendly, caring, and beautiful inside and outside Theresa. I ask her to be my wife on her twenty two birthday and when she said yes right away, I'm the happiest man alive. I thought that she'll be my forever, my one and only but I'm so naïve. I give her everything she want, I fulfill her desire, it was like her wish is my command. I give her my heart, all of it but I think it wasn't enough for her. And no, she doesn't do it behind my back, she tell me all of her affairs. She said that my love doesn't enough for her, she want more love, I said that I could give her more than what I already give her but she won't listen and still continue searching for more love. I couldn't say no because she was the love of my life, I love her. I still do, no matter how much she hurt me I still love her. I think letting her searching for other love would keep her by side but no, one day I found her engagement ring on our bed. She just leave a note saying that she will be gone and she doesn't know when she'll be back, she doesn't told me to wait for her. I know I shouldn't but I'm still waiting her to come back at least I want an explanation from her, then I start becoming like her, searching for love as many as I could I get until I meet you. Theresa, I know I said I love other woman. You know that I don't have a heart to give it to you. You know I still waiting for her to come back, I'm trying to forget about her. I do Theresa, believe me but it was really hard. I need time, I don't know how long. But I promise you, if you willingly to give me a chance to prove that I can love someone other than her and I can forget everything about her. I swear to god that I'll love you till the end, I won't leave you, I won't hurt you. I promise" he is getting up from his sit and kneel in front of me, cupping my hand with his and bring it to his lips "Please, all I want is a chance. I know it was only you who can help me. I, Nicholas Salvai, laying my pride in front of you Theresa Olsen. Begging you to give me a chance to get me out of this situation, I'm tired"

The all mighty Nicholas Salvai, laying his pride in front of me? wow, he must be deadly serious then. It was a lot to take in, he just tell me that he love other woman and asking me to give him a chance to love someone other than her? I think it'll be harder than he thought and I'm still learning how to stand on my own feet. How can I help other when I'm struggling too. I inhale slowly and letting it out the same way "Nicholas, you know someone deserve a chance. I want to help you, but please just don't break my heart. I don't know what will I do if it's break again and you know that I'm still trying to reorganize my life again"

He is leveling his eyes with mine "Are you sure Theresa?"

"Yes"

"Thank you, thank you so much. I promise I won't do anything that will hurt you" he hugs me tightly and buried his head on my neck.

I hope you do Nicholas, I hope you do.

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