the outbreak ☣ 1d

Chapter 9: Arguments {UNFIXED}

Recap:

He STOLE my FIRST FUCKING KISS. Harry looked at me and bit his lip. "I'm sorry," He muttered. "NO. YOU'RE NOT SORRY! YOU FUCKING STOLE MY FIRST KISS! Fuck you," I spat, walking away. I wiped my lips with my sleeve.

"WAIT! PLEASE!" Harry shouted behind me. I sighed and turned around. "WHAT?!" I growled.

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-Harry's POV-

"WHAT?!" She growled, her eyes showing nothing but pure fury. "I.." How the heck am I supposed to begin this. "You?" Stephanie asked, clearly impatient, but I can see the littlest sparkle of curiosity in her eyes. "You're right. I was being childish. I'm trying my best to change already. But, Steph, I-" "Don't call me that. Only my friends call me that," She snapped, interrupting me. "Okay, Stephanie, I can't stop myself from liking.." I trailed off, hoping she'll catch my drift. But her confused expression got my hopes down. "You," I finished.

Her expression turned into anger, doubt, pain, then nothing. Her face held no emotion when she answered me in a monotone. "In your dreams, man-slut, just go get a friggin' banana and rape it." I couldn't help the frown that made its way to my mouth. "I don't mean it like that. I meant I really like you, not your body, I don't like your body at all," I started. Her face became hard. "Not that you aren't pretty, I mean you are pretty, and I wanna bang you all night without stopping," I added quickly, without thinking. I mentally facepalmed when she looked like she was about to kill me. "B-but I don't wanna just do it with you, I want t-to be with you," I stuttered, the words coming out like mush. 

She did what I didn't expect at all. The ends of her lips curved upwards, making me smile too. "Thanks, I guess, but I don't think I'm ready for a relationship, let alone one with a popstar," She explained, and my smile dropped. "I don't understand.."

She sighed. "I'm sorry, Harry, I'll tell you some other time," She said. "Why can't you tell me now?" I demanded. "I can't, Harry, I'm so sorry," She said, looking down at her feet. I ground my teeth together. I want her to trust me, what, is this some sort of secret? I can keep secrets! "Why?" I said through gritted teeth. I saw her jaw tighten. "I just CAN'T, okay?" She yelled, and ran away from me. All the anger faded away, but was replaced with pain.

Pain, that she's mad at me once again.

Pain, that we can't be together for some reason.

Pain, that she doesn't return my feelings.

..or at least I think she doesn't return my feelings. I smiled at the thought of her liking me. 

I'm not gonna give up.

I'm gonna make her like me too.

-Stephanie's POV-

I ran. I just ran away from him. He'll never understand what happened to me before. All my life I've only told 5 people about the past - you're right, the girls. I would've told my parents but none of them would even care. I tell the girls everything, and I'm currently in a fight with Taylor so I'll just tell the rest. 

I kept running and until I found Gina..and she's obviously with Liam. "Liam, pleaaaaseeee go away, I need to tell Gina something," I begged, pushing him away from Gina. If this doesn't work I'll use my secret weapon. I've never liked using it, I swore I wouldn't take advantage of people like that anymore. "Wait, what?" Gina asked, raising one eyebrow. I gave her a look -yeah, we don't need words to communicate- and her eyes widened. 

"Liam, go away. This is important," Gina declared sternly. "Whyyyyyy? Tell meeeee!" Liam moaned. I rolled my eyes. "Leave," We said in unison. He looked at us, pleading to stay with his eyes. "NOW!" We yelled, and he scampered away, muttering something about "silly girly stuff." Gina and I rolled our eyes at the same time. We're like twins. I sighed a sigh of relief, I didn't have to use my all-powerful weapon.