chapter 5

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TW: teen partying, drinking, drugs

song: garden say it like dat by sza




















" OPEN YOU'RE HEART UP HOPING YOU NEVER FIND OUT YOU'RE ANYONE ELSE CUZ I LOVE YA "











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It's been three or four months since I went to a party, ever since emma's death I never really went to a party after that, until tonight in which I decided to come with joan to this wild ass party since sage and lavender bailed on her. I sip my red cup in the kicthen as I'm seeing my peers do crack, make out, and drink.


As I'm about to take another sip of my cup I felt someone tap my shoulder, once I turned around it was joan, and she was holding something. "Heyy, I got something.." She says smirking, and showed me the bag which had LSD in it. "Where did you even get that?!" I asked, being kinda shocked, Joan pointed to one of the nerds. "Do you want to try one?" Joan asked, still smirking. I had too think for a mintue. "Fine." I agreed, taking the LSD.





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We were fucking trippin, The lights shining like rainbows, While joan was dancing with the crowd, I was dancing with this random guy I met in the bathroom, His hands on my hips as I'm dancing and my hands cupping his face a little. I didn't really know him that well, but I was on LSD so it didn't really matter to me at the momment. All I was on my mind was having fun and letting loose due to the shit that happend to me.





"I'm seeing fucking unicorns on clouds and throwing up rainbows" Joan says looking up at the sky, we both ditched the party before the LSD had taken a affect and just went to the park, "Fun." I said inattentive. While joan was tripping about unicorns, while I was seeing neon fucking skies. All multicolored and bright, joan's head on a unicorn dancing and then throwing up, all honesty I was really fucking high and happy but at the same time scared for no reason at all.

"I-I'm going home.." I stuttered looking at my watch to see it was almost past my curfew, struggling to get up but eventually gotten up and started to walk to the payphone.








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"Hello?" Ryn on the other line spoke, "C-Can you pick me up please? I dont have my car plus, I'm on some shit." I answered, I didn't know who else to call at this time because either they are asleep or they don't want to answer the phone. I heard his sigh on the other line, "Fine, Where are you anyways?" He asked, "Um..near centeral park?" I say, not being sure of my surroundings "I'll be there in 10" He stated before hanging up the phone. "I sat down by the payphone waiting for him, For some reason, I thought ryn was so warm while I was having a trip, like to me at the time he seemed so warm and welcoming and sweet for some reason.





I waited until an old beat up car came by the curb, it was ryn and he was motioning me to get in the car quickly, I got in the car and shut the car door. Then I leaned the old seat down a little to lay down a bit, since i was exhuasted. I leaned my head a little onto ryn's shoulder staring at the front window of the car, Ryn looked over at me and looked back on the road since he was driving. This moment felt so comforting and sweet, I like felt so safe when I was around him, and he felt safe when he was around me.


The drive to Bronx was long and tiring, my eyes felt exhuasted and I couldn't keep myself awake longer, therefore I rested my eyes falling asleep as ryn drove me to my home in the bronx.

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authors note

hiii ik i havent been active here but im planning to write earfquake soon i promise so as my apology heres ryn x cleo content!!!

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