Mon rêve c'est la musique

I know

Okey first of all. Thanks for giving me an opportunity. Thanks for reading this. It's really nice from you. Second of all. I'm gonna give a little introduction to every song as you might want a little piece of context.

This was the first one I wrote that I thought was a really good one. I spent a week on it and now I'm very proud of it. Obviously I have changed some things since I finished it and this is the only one that I got help with. My cousin gave me some advices and I modified some things with my authorization. Okey so here it is.

I KNOW

5 moths ago I had nothing to lose
I had dignity, chances and I had him too

January is ending, I can feel the cold air
I keep remembering that weekend
Wouldn't it be great being able to start again?
Will the pain finally get to an end?

My mind doesn't accept that maybe we weren't destined to be
My heart doesn't understand that this is how it was meant to be

I'm tired of crying for someone that might don't deserve me
It's not worth it, I know
I'm not helping myself by thinking he never liked me

And it's so difficult, why can't I move on?
All I hear around me is people saying "come on" "there are more"

I know I shouldn't be like this
I know i should be over it
I try and I try and I can't

I know this shouldn't be this big
I know this should be easy
and I try and I try and I can't,

I can't stop thinking bout him

His smile's like a sunrise
Always shining so bright

His eyes are like magnets
Can't stop looking at them

He seems so perfect
Never thought i'd fall this way

He's really kind to the rest
Always keeping food for our 'mates

Is he the really one who's wrong?
Or maybe it's my fault that everything's gone

But then I remember,
He never cared about my feelings
He just sat and watched me bleed
So it's his fault if he wanted to leave

And it's so difficult, why I keep trying to take his hand when he's walking in?
When I'm just his shadow while he walks down the street

I know I should move on
I know I shouldn't wait him at my door
and I try and I try and I can't,

I know this shouldn't take this long
I know this should be more small
and I try and I try and I can't,

I can't stop thinking bout him

This is the moment when I realize
it's enough from my part
This might cost a new scar
but I would've learn that he's not the brightest star
This is the time I say I won't show more cards
it's enough for my heart

I gotta forget him
he got enough from me
I don't deserve this

This is the last hit...at least from him

I know I shouldn't be like this
I know I should be over it
and I try and I try and I can't,

I know this shouldn't be this big
I know this should be kinda easy
and I try and I try and I can't,

I can't keep thinking bout him
if by the end he doesn't care about me

And for the credits:
-Alex Piza
-Zaira Velarde

Thanks for reading.