Mon rêve c'est la musique

Wish you were happy with me

Hi guys.
If you're here it might be because you liked "I know". I have to admit "I know" it's not one of my best ones, but I still like it. This one is kinda the same. But it's better. I'm gonna be honest. This one was really inspired by Happier by Olivia Rodrigo (gorgeous goddess) and Enough for you by Olivia Rodrigo again. I love and admire her so much. She's incredible. Well here it is. Vote if you liked it pls.

WISH YOU WERE HAPPY WITH ME

People say you don't choose who you fall in love with
but I say you do choose who you hurt like this

And it's sad knowing we weren't even friends
because if I was your friend you would've cared

but I still blame myself for trusting you,
I still blame myself for thinking you'd hold my hand when I was falling
I still blame myself for not predicting you'd push me in the dark

And I still can't accept that...

You're happy with her
They told me you dated again

And it's not your fault loving that girl
It's not your fault not loving me the same way

But it is your fault not caring
It is your fault treating me like shit
It is your fault ruining all I could give

and after all of this
I still wish you were happy with me

How can you shine so bright when your soul's darker than mine?
How can you be so kind with everyone else when you're selfish inside?

I'm just the old broken rusty car, right?
the last choice in your life...

I don't know if it's better thinking that if we had ended together
It would've appear another heather
Someone better
Someone who would've become the center
Someone greater...

I see people around me turning the page
why can't I when I've got the answer right in my face?

I'm on my way to forget you
for now on I still see everything in black and white
Now all I want is myself back...
and I still can't accept that...

You're happy with her
They told me you dated again

And it's not your fault loving that girl
It's not your fault not loving me the same way

But it is your fault not caring
It is your fault treating me like shit
It is your fault ruining all I could give

and after all of this
I still wish you were happy with me

All the times when we hung out
All the times when you let me down
All the times I cancelled my friends just in case you walked around
Those memories keep following me even now

All the times I wish I was more
All the times I wish I was enough
All the times I didn't love myself at all
Those memories keep following me until now

I swear I'm gonna make it
I swear I'm gonna get over you as fast as I can

and you're happy with her
They told me you dated again

And it's not your fault loving that girl
it's not your fault not loving me the same way

But it is your fault ignoring it
It is your fault treating me like shit
It is your fault ruining all I could give

and after all of this
I still wish you were happy with me

And for the credits it's just me I guess.