Mon rêve c'est la musique

Sad last page

Hi guyss,

I'm so glad at least a few people are giving this a chance and are reading it. It really makes me so happy. So here you have another one.

This one's about a personal experience I had with a boy. It's not the first song I wrote about him and it wasn't the last one. We had something going on and on, back and forth. I always came back to him. As the title says, he was always my sad last page.

SAD LAST PAGE

Rebellious eyes, side-looks and a heart beating too fast
An image I could admire without staring a blast
Hands that were foolishly trusted to own my heart
Before I knew you're graduated in burning scars

That time when I thought we were too close to be alone
When my smile reached my eyes while texting you on the phone
When I believed the wait was worth it and the pain was gone
Then time passed and you decided I couldn't be loved

And so you built walls between us
The paths we traced faded like dust

So here I am forcing my head to erase your name
Holding my eyes from turning to see your face
Here I am trying to forget what we became
All the feelings that got lost in the dark maze

Swear I tried to read new chapters
Swear I didn't want it to happen
But you're always the sad last page

I look at your silhouette and I remember the past
Hallways witness my oaths saying "It's the last"
The last time I try to catch your brown eyes from the dark
Cause it's not fair, you act like we didn't reach the stars

I know you don't feel the memories running through your bones
When somebody says my name I know you don't feel the cold
But I feel emptiness because you were my home
That's why I looked for someone that could fill the hole

I Thought the answer was having fun
Thought I was doing everything I can

Still here I am forcing my head to erase your name
Holding my eyes from turning to see your face
Here I am trying to forget what we became
All of the feelings that got lost in the dark maze

Swear I tried to read new chapters
Swear I didn't want it to happen
But you're always the sad last page

I've Got flashbacks to all of the sleepless nights
Staring out the window trying to see your house
Feeling butterflies, blinded by your lights
And laying in bed with too many doubts

And I am forcing my head to erase your name
Telling myself to stop reminiscing your face
Here I am trying to forget what we became
All of the feelings that got lost in the dark maze

Swear I tried to read new chapters
Swear I didn't want it to happen
But you're always my sad last page...

Hope you liked it

Except for the first song I have on here, the rest are written by me and only me. So I'll stop with the credits thing for a while.