Alaysha POV
Crying myself to sleep on the floor in the bathroom . pathetic. The bathroom floor isnt an ideal place to sleep but its the only room in the house that i can get actual privacy in .
I unlock the bathroom door and come out . it must be late , looking across the hall to the girls room; they're already asleep. I creep into their room and sit on the side of Jordan's bed.
I smooth her short natural honey blond hair, behind het ear. She looks just like Zanee .
My chest starts to hurt and tears run down my face . i really dont mind taking care of Dalliyann's kids, i know she would've done the same. I guess its a function of hurt and sadness . Losing your Best friend isnt something anyone should have to go through. Ima have to call Lena and Tia soon. I miss the girls .
I look over to my baby's bed. She's so beautiful, she looks just like Chyna. Chyna look just like ..... I shake my head and get up. I slowly close the door beind me , so the noise wouldnt wake them. Before Going back to my room , my heart pounds fast . i shouldnt be this nervous about being around my own husband.
The door creeks open and i can already feel the tention and heat. But i think its just me.
" Alaysha ..... " he sighs ,
He sitting at the desk by the window. He spun around in the wheely chair and stared at me almost too passionately.
I ignore him and begin to just take off my clothes and go into the dresser and grab a big shirt and a pair of short shorts .
" Alaysha." he sternly called
I looked at him as i put my hair in a bun ," what ?"
I climbed into bed and wrapped the blanks around me as i stood up.
" i just wanted to see if you were okay... You were in the bathroom for -"
" a long time , " i sighed " yeah , i know . im fine ."
He climbed into bed next to me , please get away .
Putting his arm around me, i suddenly got a nauseous feeling and scootes away from hin .
" yo wassup with you?"
I looked at him then turnes my back on him , tryibg desperately to fall asleep .
" whatever yo... Im leaving "
He gets up outta bed and i quickly get up and punch him right on the side of his face. He stumbles alittle but regaining his balance he gets good wind and throwa his fist at me like fucking pullets. I drop onto the bed before he can hit me . sudden rage fills my body so i get back up and push him with my everything , he stumbles into the computer set on the desk. Ultimately , making the whole desk collapse.
" What the fuck is wrong with you , bitch ?!" he shouted
Bitch ?
I picked up the desk chair and hit him with it . for every kid he has , samir and Jacob , i hit him for that many times . for every woman that he's ever cheated on me with dehja , sasha and mysterious woman with the fruity perfume, i kicked him for that many times .
" Fuck you "i growled , "you can leave now , Bitch " i mocked his voice
" what the fuck has gotten into you ?" he tried to shout but i think the pain made into a forced growl
Blood drip from his mouth , i think his mouth is bleeding .
" the real question is , whi the fuck are you getting into ?" i snarled ,
A huge moment of silence followed up by him getting the strength to get up gave me chills. Dont hit me .
He grabs me by my two arms and presses me tight against his chest .
" dont do that ever again . " he silently hissed ,
I looked away from him then he just gripped me up harder , i winced from the pain of him of digging into my skin.
" im not fucking no other bitch " he drew his hand back to hit me but the stopped himself.
"Stop saying bitch. " i hissed
He through me onto the bed , and just stared at me with a blank face . unemotional even. Deablo.
" im leaving " he growled , fucking great .
" i told you could . just go already "i said cautiously backing up .
i looked for something to throw at him as rage still bubbled inside me ,
I looked back and saw the lamp on the night stand.
As he went to open the door i hit him with the lamp with all my fight left , evidently knocking him out.
Im knock that pussy out like fight night .
