Yazir POV
Cutting the lawn early in the morning and the smell of the dew always calms me down . i always got something on my mind . the biggest thing i got on my mind is Alaysha.
I always liked the woman, but finally getting to have her is so overwhelmingly satisfying. I tried so hard to resist the temptation but , clearly i miserably failed.
I have thoughts about making her mine but , im not sure she wants to be committed to anyone besides her kids. Her family.
Besides, i dont even think she truely likes me. I think she just using me to forget about Saiyer.
As i cut the grass , I see a black Mercedes pull up. A man in a navy blue suit gets out the car. I realize its that guy Kimar , that Alaysha has been seeing. A feeling of sadness and jealousy comes over me and without realizing at first i run over a bush. Shit.
Kimar POV
" how is your day going so far ?" she asks , taking the flowers from out my hand and put them in a clear vase near the window in the kitchen.
Walk up to her and grab her hand softly and kiss it .
"It's better now . " i say smoothly , she blushes and quickly snatches her hand away from.me
" thats nice to hear" she laughs
" how was your day my..."
Before i could even finish my thoughts, The Help , the gardener comes in and rudely interrupts.
" Alaysha may i see you for a minute " he says loudly , obnoxiously.
" sure-"
" we're talking , sir" i clear my throat " cant you wait?" i growl
" Kimar , please , it wi onmy take a moment . I'm sure." Alaysha says putting her hair behind her ear , looking at me as if im being rude
" okay fine, my dear." i glare at the gardener, with his face satisfied. He probably think he has won.
Alaysha Pov
When Yazir finally pull me outside , i was relieved. I felt so smothered in.that room , with Yazir , he gives me such a fresh feeling.
" im sorry i had to remove you from-"
" please dont talk like that ." i plead , seeing he's talking like Kimar. Thats not what i like at all. " be yourself . and i dont mind that you had to talk to me , i'm actually glad." i smiled alittle
He chuckled and sat back against fence. His body is just so amazing . i was in a daxe for a second until i realized he was talking, i snapped back to reality.
".... I think its time we stop pretend that this isnt going anywhere . we're more tyan friends." he ends his speech , or what i heard of his speech.
I just look off into the sky and rub my foot into the ground. I feel like a child. I dont know how to feel about Yazir right now. Sure ,we had sex. I felt tgat connection but , can we have more? What about my kids.... Will they want another father?
" i mean unless you just like rich snobs . " he says in an attitude and quickly dipps to the back of the house , i follow him .
" i was thinking " i defend
" yeah ? About the mo.ey you'll lose out on or -"
" what are you trying to imply?!" i start to yell
He just stands there looking at me with a blank stare
" fuck you ." i try to walk up the porch stairs to go back into the house but Yazir pulls me by my wrist
" look come here , alright ? Im sorry " he says apologetically
" Just let go . " i say dryly
" Alaysha-"
" i said let go!" i snatch my hand away from him and continue my way into the house . i hear Yazir follow shoey behind
" come on Kimar , lets take the girls out."i say with a hars voice
" whats wrong ?"
" lets just go!" i scream
" Alaysha, please , i didnt mean it like that " Yazir pleads
I ignore him. And go upstairs
" Chyna , grab Michael and Jordan . we're going out . "i yell so they can hear.
I grab my black leather jacket and go out to the car, Kimar followa behind.
We wait for the girls to come out , then we leave .
..........
Niamoi POV
The door creeks open and like a teenager she sneaks in , letti.g chyna come up tge stairs first who was holding Michael then she followed holding Jordan. I let her put the kids to bed knowing she'd be back downstairs soon.
When she crept back downstairs , i watched her go.into tge kitchen. She came back out with a beer and then she noticed me.
" ahh ,, hi momma "
" how was it ." i ask calmly
" how waa what?" she slowly creeps onto the chair across from the couch; where would sat face to face.
" your outing with the kids"
" it was good. We went to chuckie cheese ." she smiled
I see right through you " you smell like alcohol. I should know. Your father was an alcoholic " i say slowly , trying not to get worked up
" im not an alcoholic." she mutters
" where were yoU?" I asked again
" i told you already! " she shreaks
" dont start . thos babies are trying to sleep." i stand up and start to pase
" youre lying to me and you not good at it. Now tell me. Where did you really go and where were the kids when you were drinking" i say angrily
" Kimar's mom's house. They were there " she starts shaking her legs and cracking her knuckles " we were at chucky cheese all day though before i took them there "
" where did you go " i ask for the third time
" we went to Jazmine's ." she said , looking like she were about to pass out
" why ?"
" why what ?"
" why did you drink!" i slapped her face and she returned a slap to mine
" dont put your hands on me!" she screamed
She grab her coat and purse and barged out the front door. I stood there shocked .
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Alaysha's POV
I just need some fresh air. A walk will do me good . i take a cig out of my purse and light it . every drag , i feel alittle bit of life being blown out of me, thats my only purpose of smoking. To feel like im dying.
What i truly dont understand is, what was so wrong about me wanting to have fun? I did what i told them. Take them out, have fun. Why , why doesn't she see that? She made me put my hands on her. Tgat woman is psycho
