sincerely, george, only his. [COMPLETED]

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its only two months after i met you that i realised i love you
it took me one month to realise you loved me back

loved
past tense.

i never got the chance to say my proper goodbyes, so now im on my knees infront of your gravestone.

two weeks after the funeral
its been two weeks
fourteen days
three hundred and thirty three hours
twenty thousand one hundred and sixty minutes

there wasnt a second i didnt spend thinking about you, thinking about what wouldve happened if i saved you
because i had the chance to.
i'm sorry clay

and i know you probably dont accept my apology but i'll try and see you
tommorow, i'll try meet you tommorow
and theres no going back from that
i hope it will work
i hope i can see your beautiful face atleast once more in the afterlife, because i tore this life apart

it was so good having you in it, then i ruined my chances of being a good friend, a good person, a good lover.
and now thats my lifes biggest mistake

losing you is my biggest mistake.

-sincerely, george, only yours.