sincerely, george, only his. [COMPLETED]

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i love you
you know how stubborn you are? it made me get all giddy and blush

all of our memories made me feel heavy butterflies, you still had our dandelions in your car
you still had my drivers licence slipped in your wallet, you did that just for me not to lose it.

im curretly wearing your hoodie, bawling my eys out hopelessly in the car driver seat, soaking the sage green fabric in wet splotches of tears.

clay where are you
i dont want to give up on you but im tired, i barely have and money left, if i buy any food i wont be able to get back to london. i was truly struggling, and i think its my time to give up
my time to go home and search for you in every edge of the afterlife.

fuck, i feel your presence again
i can feel your sweet presence, the smell of pure love and lavender filling the car, though you were missing.

i cant see you clay
make me notice you, please tell me you're with me
i'm coming, dont worry
you wont be alone.
- sincerely, george, only yours