sincerely, george, only his. [COMPLETED]

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Its the day.
yesterday i've told you im gonna come see you. yesterday i kneeled infront of your grave and im doing it again, today i'll prove how much i love you
i want to prove how much i care for you because i couldnt find myself worthy of you before

now im willing to give my life up for you. im ready to see you, im ready to look at your face and hope you didnt move on yet, im not saying goodbye.
i dont ever want to say goodbye.
i'm going to your old apartment, im going to your room and the window we sat up on and counted the stars together at.

the twenty-fourth floor, i know you've left me something at that window, something you never told me about.
i will see you
i want to see you, i'm never going to be able to move on
everyone probably hates my guts right now, their just not admiting it

especially nick, one of my best friends. the person i trusted most with my secrets except for you, he probably hates me clay.

all that's left is to do it
nobody will care
but i do, i care enough about you to do it in my attempt of seeing you, hoping you didnt move on, because i didn't

-sincerely, george, only yours.