candle light

Abused Power

Growing up alone in a chaos
with no one to trust and no one to tell
all the things that's inside of me
waiting to get free
i want to scream
and be loud so i can be heard
but i know you won't understand
you don't
want to understand
what i had went through
because i know nothing and you are the parent
why do you think i'm young and naive
so everything i say is ridiculous and not worth to be listened?
just because you are older and my parents
doesn't mean you can ignore and don't take me seriously.

don't get me wrong i do love you
but
because you are my parents.

i don't like you to share my
thoughts
feelings and
opinions
with you
i shut myself up from you
don't you see?
you barely know anything about me
but claim to be
because i'm your 'little baby'.

words in anger are truths
words from happiness are rushed without thoughts
and we know
you don't mean it though.

when you get mad
you want to show your power and size
but please
i was never afraid to fight you right in the place.

yell at me and tell me how dumb i am
but know
i won't be here for any longer
i won't deal with any of your anger
because i will step out of your life.

so ask yourselves what you did wrong
but claimed to be right.