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Ch 15 ➻ Do You Still Miss Him?

【a/n : sorry for not updating the story. I lacked motivation to update it.

Also I am trying to write this chapter from second person perspective

Sorry in advance for short chapter. Didn't have much motivation to write it 】

REACHING THE HOTEL

      

          the first thing you did was to take his luxurious bath. And then walked towards the lobby where all the other were hanging out. " our baby n/n is here", Umi says with a smile on his face, " shut up", you said kind of annoyed. " aww are you embarrassed",Yukina says to turning towards you.

' what the fuck is wrong with them.' , you then looked at Akise and the brown haired male pats you at your back. " n/n there is nothing I can do. They are like this", Akise says. " by the way n/n . Those boys from Seijoh were hot, right?",the white haired female says smirking at you.

Umi then wriggles his eyebrows at you, Akise smirks adjusting his glasses. " stop it", you says but they didn't stop. " n/n just admit it they are new people added to your fuck list", Umi says casually pushing back his blue hair, " also did I ever mention it to you that we two also won't minding sex with you". " why two?", Yukina asks. " you don't count. N/n is in dicks not boobs", Akise says calmly.

" damn it. I can't believe that I lost to this blue haired idiot that's only good point is his face", Yukina says clicking his tongue. Umi found this line really offensive. Before he could say anything you said, " I don't think I am  a playboy or a fuckboy. So ".

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There was a pregnant silence and no one said anything. But then the trio starts to laugh at you. And you just sat there confused. Did I say anything wrong?

" wow!", says Akise, " nice joke n/n chan", Umi says, " you almost got me", Yukina. Your eyes looked at them with annoyance. " n/n, do you really think that you aren't a fuckboy or a playboy ?", Akise asks, " yes", you answers. " n/n dear, do you admit that you have slept with guys many times?", Umi asks trying to hug you and you pry him away. " yes but that doesn't makes me playboy or fuckboy. I have only slept with guys that caught my interest. ", you says.

" before you never thought of sleeping with anyone else other than him ", Yukina suddenly says, her face not okay. Everything seems to stop, no body spoke and threw glances at you. Your expression wasn't nice at all and eyebrows furrowed. " yuki why are you bringing that up? ", Akise whispers." because of n/n. I know that wasn't a nice experience but n/n you shouldn't just bottle up your feelings like that. ", the female says. " my room. Right. Now", you says standing up.

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" you started sleeping with guys because you wanted to forget about him?", Umi says, " it isn't just because of that. I admit that was also the reason but I also enjoyed fucking guys", you lays on the elegant bed, hairs scattered on the bed with your t-shirt ridden up showing your abs. Honestly saying, you looked hot without even doing anything.

             " n/n", Umi says softly patting your head, " Do you still miss him? ", the three of them asks you. Unwanted memories comes flooding in your brain, both sweet and sour. " not much time have passed since he left", you says, " n/n you know that you can talk with us anytime"

" I don't. I really don't know. I have never experienced this type of thing. He was fun to be around..... I can't believe that I am saying this. ", a small yet deep chuckles erupts from your throat. " but what in the end did I got? Nothing . He isn't with me and I don't even know what to feel about it anymore ". They sat in silence looking at their childhood bestfriend saying these words, it hurts to see him, the demon emperor .

" I..... Really...... Loved him ", you admits putting your arm over your eyes, ".... n/n ", Akise, Umi and Yukina widens their eyes and approaches you and hugs you without saying anything. They all were silent but it was a comforting silence.

You won't admit it aloud but you really needed it and Umi, Akise and Yukina already know it.