Everything Has Changed

Bullshit and Tears

Declan's POV

It was just starting to sink in as I sat in the car with Alex, Skye was pregnant, and I had so many questions I didn't get to ask at her house, mainly because Alex was around. After dropping Alex to her house and made my way back to Skye's house just like I told her.

I wanted to know everything, who got her pregnant, why she had moved to LA, why she hadn't called me, all of this going through my head whilst speeding down the freeway. Before I knew it, I was sitting in the underground parking lot of her condo preparing myself for the conversation we were about to have. The walk to her door was extremely difficult, I was trying to clear my head so I wouldn't overreact when she came clean about everything, but I also knew I was extremely disappointed in her. Did I have a right to be disappointed in her? Considering what I had done to her, that was another conversation we would need to have.

Skye's POV

I had been laying here mad as hell, how dare he try to make me feel bad about being pregnant when he had broken my heart into little pieces. I was brought out of my inner thoughts by a knock on the door. (Knock, Knock) I looked through the peephole and it was the man of the hour, the lying git, the asshole I had given my heart to for so many years. Once I confirmed it was him, I opened the door to see him standing there in all his glory, I took a moment to take him in. His light brown hair had streaks of blonde going through it and he was a lot bigger than I remember I assume he has been hitting the gym more than usual.

"Hey." The sound of his voice took me out of my train of thought.

"Hey." That's what I could muster as a response. I stepped to the side and allowed him to enter through the door. We both just stood there staring at each other lost for words.

"Is this what we're going to do all night? Just stare at each other?" He asked me.

"What did you expect me to do, throw myself at you when I opened the door?" What the hell was wrong with this man? I asked myself. He thinks he can come in here and everything will be, ok? No! "Stop looking at me like that".

"Like how?" he barked at me.

"Like I'm the one who has been betraying you for the past 4 years; like I'm the one who has been lying to you since we met? I gave you my heart when I was 14 and never looked back and this is how you repay me? By showing up at my house with another woman telling me you're getting married to her. How exactly did you think this was going to play out? You would tell me, and I would be happy for you, maybe even be a bridesmaid at your freaking WEDDING? TELL ME HOW YOU SAW THIS PLAYING OUT, WE MADE PLANS FOR OUR LIV—

"Plans? Do you want to talk about the plans we made? Are you forgetting you dropped a bombshell on me? You're pregnant with another man's child? And you want to talk about plans? Let's go ahead and talk about that, the whole time you were playing little Ms loyal you were off fucking other guys, here I was feeling completely distraught about telling you about Alex. Do you want to explain this to me?" he fired back at me.

"Wow! Fuck you! You asshole." All I could do was laugh; his words had cut me so deep that laughter was the only thing keeping me from crying. How could he think I was pregnant with another man's child; how could he think I would betray the love we shared?

Declan's POV

I knew I had hurt her, but I couldn't help it but the more she became self-righteous the more I grew angrier with each word that came out of her mouth, I could feel the venom raging through me, the hate was spewing out my pores. I wanted her to feel the pain I was feeling right now, she had no idea how hard it was for me to keep this secret from her. I was torturing myself this who time when she was the biggest liar out of the both of us, there were nights I was with Alex and Skye would consume my imagination, I don't know if Alex was stupid or just naive but there were a couple of times, I had called out Skye name when we were in bed, I would hide it by muffling the sound.

"So, are you going to tell me who the father is or not?" I demanded. The least she could do was tell me who had taken my place in her heart and her bed.

"Are you for real? If you need to ask then you don't need to know" I could tell I hurt her again, she looked like she was about to cry.

"Of course, I have to ask, you crawled into bed with another guy and got pregnant and you think I don't have a right to ask you who it is? Is it the guy you were seeing when we were on a break? You may have given me an S.T.D for all I know." As it left my mouth, I regretted it was too late to stop so I kept going. "Look Skye, save your bullshit and tears for someone else, we both weren't serious about 'relationship', I guess we were just playing each other the whole time.

Skye's POV

I couldn't believe my ears, I had never seen Declan act like this, this wasn't the same person I had been in love with for half of my life, he was a stranger staring at me at this moment, I had lost him, and he had lost me. Then it finally snuck in, my child would never know its father and at that moment, I knew it was for the best because I didn't want my child to have a father who resented them or me. I couldn't do that to my child, nor could I do it to me. The decision had been made, I won't be telling him he was the father.

Lol. Yes, I haven't posted since 2018 but heeeey. BTL xoxo