The man with the child in his eyes MJ

Part 15

...................................I just knew that the cursed pains didn't want to go away. So one day I burst into tears in front of my sister.

Sister:" What's going on Leonie?"

Leonie:" Do you remember that you told me, the first time with your boyfriend caused you pain over there? For how long?"

Sister:" Yes, I told you, I just don't remember how long"

Leonie:" days?"

Sister:" Noooo, not even half a day."

Leonie:" How is this possible?"

Sister:" Are you going to have full sex with Michael?"

Leonie:" What? No."

Sister:" Then why are you asking me 'how is this possible?' Let me guess: you've already had full sex with him! "

Leonie:" What are you saying, no, not at all. Stupid sister." I lied.

Sister:" Then why are you mad at me? This reaction of yours tells me that I am right ".

Leonie:" Stop it please, we haven't done anything. But I know I have some problem over there and I don't know why. Listen, something is hurting me down there and it won't let me breathe."

Sister:" I've never felt this kind of pain you're telling me, but since when?"

Leonie:" 2 or 3 months"

Sister:" What?"

Leonie:" please help me, I've had enough, this pain will kill me"

Sister:" Do you feel it every day, every hour?"

Leonie:" Yes and even at night. I can't sleep. There isn't a single second without this pain. Please don't tell mom."

Sister: "Ok we can try a gynecologist"

At the gynecologist

Gynecologist: "I think I didn't find anything strange in your sister ... her mucous membrane should be less pink, but I really didn't find anything strange."

Time passed by, hours, days, weeks, with no pain relief. Sometimes I could sleep at night, but over time the pain got worse. They tried medicine for pain, antibiotic and lots of other thing, but nothing worked.

I started to have nightmares and panic attacks, then we found a neurologist.

at the neurologist

Neurologist:" Your system is working fine Leonie, but I would like you to come again. Sometimes I collaborate with a gynecologist, in the study of chronic inflammation of the pudendal nerve, I would like her to see you with me. Let's book next appointment."

Gynecologist2:" Leonie, do you remember having a candida attack before all this pain?..... Anything that inflames your vaginal mucosa can also inflame the underlying nerves, and for some reason, even when the candida is gone, the nerves remain inflamed for a long time. I mean any disease or infection that can inflame the mucous membrane. Sometimes the inflammation could be caused by horseback riding, or by some violent fall, or by cycling. I want to warn your older sister: this is no small problem, as you might think. It is a very painful and very disabling pathology. Many women attempt suicide. Therefore it is very important that all people around the patient understand the situation well, and must be prepared to deal with it. Never take it lightly!!!   .......................................There are other situations that can inflame the nerves and cause chronic pain. Somehow, some women have been found to have had this problem following violent sex or sex with a man whose penis is too large for their structure. By the way, unlike what many doctors claim, the vagina is not as elastic as it is believed. But, for now, what matters to us is to contain the pain and not worry about the cause."