She Wouldn't Tell✔️

Chapter 43🖤

We stayed in front of the lake for a little while, he stayed inside me and held me down against his body the whole time telling me how much he loved me and how much I kept the darkness inside of him away. He also promised that he would stay on his medicine and never come off them again, I did not say anything back I just sat on him with my arms tightly around him keeping my face pressed into his neck.

I did not think I was ready to have sex but Chase and I loved each other and I knew he was the right one to be my first time with, hopefully my only one. It was amazing, it hurt at first but when I let my body get used to the movements it turned into so much pleasure that my body locked up around him twice as I came hard around him.

"The fall dance is coming up, baby. We should match it. Your dress and my suit. What color should we pick?" He asked, while running his fingers through my hair.

"Chase, we are not back together. I loved what we just did but that doesn't mean we are back together." I whispered out, maybe I should not have done that. He thinks because we had sex means we are officially back together but I don't know if I want to be his girlfriend again yet.

"What? So you're a hoe Raven? Fucking me because you wanted to cum but don't want to date me anymore? That's bullshit. Damn I did not think you were that type of girl." He snarled out before reaching over, opening up his driver's door and pushed my body off of his, my body hits the ground hard making me cry out and reach down to hold onto my now hurt knee.

"What? Chase! I'm not a hoe! I never once said we were back together yet. You have to show me that you're changing. I had sex with you because I love you and you were begging me to help you!" I cried out, rubbing my fingers hard against my knees feeling the pain shooting up my thigh.

"No. You're a hoe. I should have known. I should have never allowed myself to fall in love with you! I'm so stupid." He growled out, pushing his dick inside his pants as he frowned down at me looking pissed off.

"I'm not a hoe Chase! You have been hurting me and I can't take it anymore. It's not right! You should not hurt me if you love me!" I shouted out as I pushed myself up off the wet grass feeling my knee hurt worse causing me to hold it up off the ground, balancing on one leg as I stand in front of him naked.

"You don't love me! You just use me to make your pathetic self look better. To be able to say you landed me. Fuck you Raven! You never loved me! I don't want to live anymore! You make me this way. I just love you so much it fucking makes me crazy and what do you do? Throw me away. Use me for sex." He growled out rushing towards me, grabs me by the neck before shaking me violently back and forth so hard my neck snaps back so hard it causes pain to shoot down my back.

"Chase! Stop! You're hurting me again!" I cried out, throwing my hands on his shoulders to help hold me up as my hurt knee threatens to give out.

"I don't fucking care anymore, Raven! If I can't have you then no one else will. I fucking love you! You make me fucking insane! If you won't be with me I will kill myself don't you fucking understand that? Don't you care? What kind of girl are you that you don't care about the man that loves you?" He snarled out, wrapping his hand around my throat, tightly and digs his fingers hard into the sides of my neck cutting off my air supply.

"Ch-Chase! Stop! You can't keep doing this to m-me!" I cry out throwing my hands up, digging my nails into his hand, trying to jerk them away from me so that I can breathe. "I can't breathe. Chase stop, please." I begged, feeling my throat beginning to burn with the need to suck in air.

"I told you! If I can't have you, Raven nobody will. I can't lose you! Tell me you love me!" He screams into my face, tightening his hand around my neck and I just know my face is turning blue from the lack of oxygen.

"I l-love yo-you!" I cried out, the words burning as I forced them out of my throat. "Let me g-go!"

He is not going to stop, his hands are getting tighter and tighter around my neck, feeling my eyes starting to get heavy and jerked with all my strength, slamming my hands down on his arms forcing him to let me go and he does with a grunt from my hit. I quickly take several steps back before I stumble down, my knee giving out causing me to fall onto the ground. My head hits something hard and the last thing I hear is Chase crying out my name.