Into the darkness (an Eric Northman Fanfiction)

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    Even when I rushed in as fast as I could. Most of the vampires died that night. I had made sure Eric was alive. Thank the gods even a bomb can't get rid of the smart ass smirk. Godric look worried, but calm at the same time. It's like he's already decided how he will deal with this. There was nothing I could do to save them. I've never felt this helpless. It feels like a mother losing ALL of children. I helped with the clean up. Guilt was eating me alive as I was scooping vampire goo off the floor into a bag. That's the sad part out of this tragedy. None of these vampires will be buried or burned. No funeral. No goodbyes.
     Eric didn't say a word when I got to the room. He just lyed in the bed. His whole aura was just sad, almost depressed. I tried to hug him, but he just shrugged me off. Maybe he blames me too. I couldn't be in the room with him tonight. Otherwise I would feel worst than I was already feeling.
      I went to the rooftop of the hotel. Even if I jumped of the roof. Nothing will happen. I wouldn't feel jack- shit. I've thought about it, but I just can't fucking die. Akasha wants me to fix their savage ways, without killing anyone. I see why she thought "ok, so you can't fix them? Kill them" everything she didn't like, and boom you're a BBQ in the south
     I ended up falling asleep on the rooftop that night. I dreamed of the night I will never forget. My beginning and my end.

-------------------5 years ago-------------------------

*mentions DDLG. If you are a minor skip. I do not have anything against the DDLG community. I'm a little myself ^_^*

       How can I explain this without being judged? Fuck it! My kidnapper treats me like a little girl. Basically forced DDLG. I know what some of you are thinking. "Why can't she just escape?" I was surviving. I wanted to stay alive as it were. I knew he planned to kill me I just didn't know when. I just needed to play his little game to stay alive.
      My "daddy" walked into my bedroom, and told me that it was time to go to daycare. He bathed me, brushed my teeth, and got me dressed. We ate pancakes that morning. I ate my breakfast, and signaled to my captor that I was done. He wiped my face gently, almost as if this shit was normal. He got me out of my high chair, and then we left. For him, I hope it was his last ride.
       I was singing Disney sing a longs, and he had to stop at a red light. He Warnes me to sit still in the seat. All of the sudden there was a loud bang. A head on collision. The truck flipped over multiple times before coming to a complete stop. I was in so much pain, and I believed I was going to die.
       I felt someone digging through the rubble. "GRAB MY HAND MY CHILD"  it was a feminine voice. I wanted to get out this truck, so I grabbed her hand. She carried me into the woods. My mind was drifting in and out of consciousness. "Don't you die on me just yet. I need to give you a gift.." Was all she said.
      When she got deep enough into the woods she put me down on the ground. I groaned out in agony. She soothed me like a mother of a child with a scraped knee. I was able to look at her. She was beautiful. In an old fashioned kind of way. She looked like she was from a different time from you and I. She even dressed differently, but her beauty still shined in the darkness.
"I've been watching you for a while now child. You've suffered through so much pain. Life has dealt you a very shitty hand. Maybe death with deal you one better. I'm going to give you the same gift that was bestowed upon me.  Maybe you will be a better queen than I could ever be." With that she showed the fangs that was now fully erect. She sank her fangs deep into my neck.
   Even as life was being drained from me it still felt beautiful. I felt peace because I knew in this moment I was going to die. Not by my captor, but it is a vampire who takes my life. Just as I invited death into my body, I felt a pain shoot inside my body. I opened my eyes to see her bloodied wrist in my mouth. She removed her wrist. My body felt like it was burning up on the inside. "Don't be afraid. It's only your body that dies" she says then she laughs like a lunatic.
   By the time the pain subsided she was gone. I was alone, and very hungry. I started walking away from the scene. Traumatized. I was free. I kept walking until hit the Texas/ Louisiana state line. That's the night I met Eric, and that's a story for another day.

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     I woke up a few hours into my dream when I heard the door close. I looked to see it was Godric and Eric. Both didn't look like they weren't in any mood to talk. Godric walks up to me, and puts his hand on my shoulder. "I would've loved to have seen you flourish as queen. My deepest apologies your majesty." He gave a bow. I felt even worse. "It wasn't your fault" I couldn't bare to stand the guilt. I jumped off the roof, and flew off into the night. The last time I ever saw Godric.