Broken [Aizawa x reader]

Chapter 19 - History tends to repeat itself

CW: drug abuse/overdose

Flashback 4 years ago:

I was locked inside some strangers' bathroom inhaling line after line of 'powder happiness' (cocaine), I could hear the loud music from the party muffled from inside the closed room. Lately I've been going through some rough patches and 2-3 lines weren't enough, I was getting ready to inhale the fifth one when I heard someone banging on the door.

"Y/n! Are you still inside?!" Jiro shouted from the inside, oh heavy Jiro was here too. After our project ended we kept contact with each other and I occasionally talk to her when I see her around school, and today I bumped into her when I was entering the house party of some guy I don't even know the name of, and she cling to me the moment she saw me and we've been together through the party. Not that I mind but I needed a little break and that's how I ended locked inside the bathroom having my dose of powder happiness.

I think I overstepped a little when I raised my gaze and I could see everything spinning and moving with funny colors, "fuck." I said, blinking rapidly and stumbling in my place, knocking some decoration on my way to open the door.

"Are you okay?! Y/n." Jiro kept yelling until I opened the door and found her in front of me with a worried expression. "What took you so long..." She looked me in the eyes and saw how dilated they were; I also had some smudged white powder under my nose and the sway in my walk gave away what I was actually doing inside the bathroom.

"L-let's get out of hereee!! I wanna go home" I shouted over the music and stumbled my way to the stairs leading to the first floor where the party was taking place but before I could take another step towards the stairs, a hand grabbed my upper arm tightly keeping me in place. I turned around and Jiro was grabbing my arm looking at me with a concerned face.

"The only place we're going right now is the hospital to get you flushed of all the crap you just snorted." She said with a serious tone and led me down the stairs and out of the house towards her car. I just followed her without another word, not that I had a choice since she still had a tight grip on my arm. Once we were inside her car she spoke up again. "How many lines?" She said barely above a whisper but I still understood.

"I don't know, like four or five... more or less." I said and giggled bringing out the heart charm full of the drug and taking out a spoonful but the heart was ripped out of my hands and into Jiro's grip, I turned to look at her and she was pissed, glaring at me like I was her worst enemy. I gulped in fear and slumped in my seat, suddenly feeling very dizzy and Jiro noticed it too when her angry expression softened and turned on the car.

"Mmm, Jiro I don't feel good..." I said while clutching my stomach and groaning in pain, the mix of the couple drinks I had at the party and the drug were finally taking effect. I felt the car increasing in speed and the windows opened to let fresh air to rush in.

"I know, just hang in there a little longer, Y/n. We're almost there." She extended her left arm and rubbed my back to try and soothe me, though I felt myself slowly slip into unconsciousness when the car came to a halt and the car door from my side abruptly opened.

The last thing I remember was someone carrying me in their arms and blinding white lights before I completely passed out. That was the first time I had overdosed and the situation that brought Jiro and I closer to become best friends.