From Me to You (PhaxLam) (BOYXBOY)

Lam

I sat by his bedside, waiting for him to wake up. Let's just say, not only the Engineering boys, we also got into a fair bit of trouble with the school over the fight though we were trying to stop it.

But we came out strong as those boys were badly hurt. They totally deserved it in my opinion because who the fuck attacks one random guy when he's alone?!

Considering the amount of damage that Pha alone had inflicted on them prior to passing out, I think I would say Pha got the slightly better end of the stick. The doctor did say that he would wake up soon but he had to be in the hospital for a week at least under observation. Right now, we were all taking turns to be there for him if he wakes up.

Beam was feeling the most guilty and refused to leave and I also plain didn't want to leave. So the two of us, just sat there by his side, being there for him whilst Forth waited outside for Beam and the rest of the boys took turns. Between going classes, Sotus and just being there for Pha, drained me put after 2 days. But I hung in there and on the 2nd day evening, our efforts paid off as Pha stirred awake.

The secondary checks by the doctor cleared him though he still needed bed rest. Pha wanted to go back to his dorm to rest as he could also catch up on his work. We brought him back slowly. Thankfully Kit stays next door and offered to check in on him.

However, for the next few days, I slipped into a routine. I would buy breakfast, go to Pha's, check in on him and go off for classes. The other boys took turns for lunch whilst I would end off my day by going over with dinner and making sure he had a short walk to exercise his muscles. I usually got home around 11-12pm after all these.

On Saturday, just as I was about to leave Pha's dorm at 11pm as usual, he stopped me.

"Rest here for the night Lam. It must have been exhausting for you too."

I just looked at Pha for abit then nodded my head. I was quite dead tired, to be honest. I just sat down on his couch after he had extended his invitation. Pha went to the toilet whilst I just kicked back for a bit. I just laid my head down on the sofa and closed my eyes for a bit. What I didn't realise was though, I had once again fallen asleep, right then and there.

I woke up in the morning, yawning and realising I was once again sleeping on Pha's shoulders. I sat up straight horrified that I had once again let my guard down around Pha, a habit that was fast becoming a norm. I looked over at Pha who was fast asleep. I caught him falling back a little so I quickly slid in, put my hand around his shoulders gently and pulled him towards me. I caught him moving and I panicked if I had woken him up but he continued sleeping. I then just adjusted myself mildly making sure he was comfortable. I just sat in silence, soaking the moment of having Pha in my arms.

It was quite a sweet feeling. The only thing was, when did I start feeling this way particularly towards Pha? And I was confused if it was just a crush or something deeper? I didn't think I was capable of feelings so this was a little puzzling to me.

But I couldn't deny, it was actually quite a sweet feeling that made me feel contented.

If only one day, I could bring myself to talk about this with Pha.