soumeada/kazukoma oneshots

im not gay.🟡

"im not gay!" -a thing said by most gay people right before they realise they're gay

CW// f slur, internalised homophobia i guess

not exactly enby nagito but sort of enby nagito
like it's implied

third person pov

kazuichi walked over to the cabin of his sort of friend, nagito, and stared at the door. nagito hadn't left his room in a week, which was concerning, to say the least. kazuichi leaned against the door and knocked.

"leave me alone." nagito called from his bed. kazuichi did the exact opposite and forced the door open. it wasn't locked, kazuichi was just dumb and forgot how to open a door.

"i said 'leave me alone'. don't you know what that means?" nagito looked at the intruder in his room. he was initially angry, but his anger softened when he saw it was kazuichi

"i do, it's just you're fun to mess with." kazuichi gave nagito a shit-eating grin. kazuichi looked around the room and his eyes stopped once he saw a yellow, white, purple, and black flag and a green flag that faded into white, then into blue.

"what the hell are those?" kazuichi asked, pointing to the flags

"yellow one isn't really important, and green and blue one is the gay man flag" nagito explained tiredly.

"so you're a fag-" nagito sat straight up and looked at kazuichi

"what?" nagito stared at the pink-headed male.

"that's so gross." kazuichi glared at the flags

"what do you mean?" nagito questioned

"i mean the whole you being gay thing. It's disgusting." kazuichi looked down at nagito

"you came into my room. also, why do you care? it doesn't affect you." nagito raised his eyebrow

"you like guys, and you're a guy, that's not right" kazuichi spat.

"thanks, man." nagito said sarcastically

"well, how do you know your gay? i mean have you ever fucked a girl?" kazuichi asked

"i- why would i need to? how do you know your straight? have you ever had sex with a guy?" nagito replied, mockingly as he stood up from his bed, wobbling a bit as he steadied himself.

"no! that's disgusting, im not gay!" kazuichi stepped closer to nagito.

"so why should i have to be with a girl to know im gay? i" nagito also stepped closer to kazuichi.

"because im normal! im not a faggot!" kazuichi continued to step closer to nagito

"jesus, will you stop calling me that!" nagito snapped

"no! that's what you are!" kazuichi spat, still walking closer to the taller. they continued to argue and get closer to each other, until their chests were pressed together.

"and you just dont like girls?" kazuichi snapped

"yeah! you dont like men, what's your problem?" nagito backed up a little. instead of replying, kazuichi just groaned and pulled nagito back to him, pressing their lips together. nagitos eyes widened but he leaned into it and put his hands on kazuichis face, and pulled himself closer to kazuichi.

kazuichi quickly pulled away and they both stared at each other.

"did you...did we...i thought you...w-what?" nagito stared at kazuichi, his cheeks slightly red. kazuichi just thought for a second. he pulled nagito back by his arm and pressed their lips back together. kazuichi wrapped nagito in his arms and made the both of them fall onto nagitos bed. nagito gasped softly when his back hit the mattress, and kazuichi took that as an opportunity to shove his tongue into nagitos mouth. nagito his arms around kazuichis neck, deepening the kiss.

kazuichi pulled away and looked at nagito

"that was...that was nice." kazuichi smiled, and nagito nodded in agreement.

"kaz—if i can call you that? question."

"what up, nagi?" kazuichi looked at nagito

"do you still think im gross? because if so, what would that make you?" nagito smiled.

"oh fuck off." kazuichi laughed, grabbing nagitos hand.