♡Earning Love♡

•Am I dead•

❌🛑TRIGGER WARNING🛑❌
     (Talks about Suicide/SH)
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The ash blonde felt like he was sleeping on a cloud.
He felt like he was floating in the air, and when he opened his crimson eyes he realized that was exactly what he was doing.

"What the hell!!?"

Kacchan yelled, sitting up and scanning his surroundings.
Clouds.
Just clouds.
That's all he could see.
How the heck did he get in the sky??

Was he dead?

"Hey kacchan."

Spoke a soft, timid voice.

Kacchan looked over to the left, his crimson eyes widened as his greenette got closer and closer to him.

That was his Izuku!
And he looked.... He looked so beautiful and healthy.... and happy.

Maybe he was dead.

"Izu.... "

Before the blonde could stop them, tears had found there way down.

"Hey."

The freckle Angel smiled, sitting down next to Katsuki.

The blonde was frozen, he didn't know what to say.
He didn't know how to react.
He didn't know if he was allowed to hug him, nor did he know how he got here.
Maybe he was dead?

"A-Am I dead?"

"Pfff, no. "
"Your very much alive, silly. "

Izuku lightly giggled, causing butterflies to abrupt from Bakugo's stomach.
The freckle boy just looked so lively.
So bright and happy.

Why didn't he notice how miserable Izuku was when he was alive??

"Kacchan why are you crying?"

"Are you ok?"
"Are you hurt?"
"What's wrong?"

Izuku asked, cupping the blonde's face, and trying his best to wipe his tears away.
But they just kept rushing down.

"I'm so sorry."
"I'm so, so, sorry."
"This is all my fault, I should of fought harder."
"I should of seen what was going on, I'm so sorry."

Katsuki blubbered on and on, making it to where Izuku had to kiss him in order to get him to be quite for a moment.

The greenette softly smiled at the ash blonde.

"I missed your lips."

"W-What?"

"Pff, I said I missed your lips, Kacchan."

"I-I know what you said."
"B-But don't you hate me??"
"You should hate me."

"I don't hate you Kacchan."
"I hate your Alpha side, but not you."

"Why not me?"
"I-I"

"You didn't do anything Kacchan."

"But-"

"But nothing."
"He was the one that, abused me."
"He was the one that forced himself on me, and beat and starved me all the time."

"He starved you too?"

"Yeah.... b-but you didn't. "
"At first I wasn't sure, because I know when my Omega was out I remembered some things just not everything so I figured that was the same with you."