♡Earning Love♡

•Chocolate chip pancakes•

(The night of the party, with Kirishima and Bakugo)

"Hey Suki, are you having fun?"

Kirishima whispered, as he sat next to the blonde who was on the couch zoned out.

"Hmm.... I think.... I'm high."

"What makes you think that?"

Eijiro asked, laughing slightly.

"Well... the uhm tape depenser gave me a brownie.... and then told me it's a weed brownie after I already ate it."

"Oh shi--"
"I'm so sorry Suki, Sero has a bad habit of doing that."

"Tis fine.... "

"Well I guess it's a good thing I got you a bag of chips huh?"

"Ahh yes!!"
"Your the best!!"

Kacchan squealed snatching the bag away and popping it open.

"I-Uhm... Thanks."

Kirishima stuttered out.

"Mmh, these are the best chips in the world, and your the bestest person in the world. "
"And your really pretty."

"Awww thanks Suki."

'Damn he's definitely not like Bakubro'
'Thank god, no offence to him.'

After a few minutes of just plain silence, minus Katsuki's munching and the music playing in the background as everyone else sang along.
The blonde eventually finished his chips, and decided to lay his head on the red heads lap.

"You ok?"

"I'm tired.... " 
"I don't think I like being high.... "

"Oh?"
"Why not?"

Kirishima asked, as he ran his fingers through the blonde's long hair.

"Because all the bad thoughts seem to be getting louder. "
"And my chest is just feeling heavier.... it's scary. "
"It's like now I actually have time to think about all the bad things that has happened."
"All the bad things, I've done.... "

Even though the red head hasn't known Kacchan for long, he didn't like how sad he seemed.
And at the moment he really just wanted to take away all the pain the other was feeling.

"Hey.... I'm sure whatever you did isn't that bad. "
"I've only known you for a short while but I can tell your a good person."

"My last boyfriend killed himself because of me. "

"I-What??"
"You did... wait how?"

Tears had slowly begun to fall from the blonde's eyes.
He understood that his Izuku had forgiven him, but how could he ever do so?
He tried so hard to be happy, but then there's that nagging feeling in the back of his head..... Does he really deserve to be happy??

"You see.... there's this Alpha side of me.... that sounds like I'm crazy I know but I promise you he's real. "
"A-And because of past envets that happen during my childhood, I let him take over.... "

'Oh so kinda like a personality disorder....'
'He must have some type of D.I.D."

"He pretty much controlled my body the whole time, I only came out a couple of times and sadly I.... "

"I didn't see how he was abusing him.... how much he was hurting him.... forcing him to do things he didn't want to do."

'This doesn't sound like his fault though....'