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Jigguk pt.1 (english)

falling in love with your best friend is a scary thing. it's something that should never happen but it happened to me. i was in love with my best friend. my bestfriend Jeongguk. we are friends since childhood. and this makes it even worse, even scarier. i'm afraid of losing him. i could never live without him, so i'm just swallowing the urge to kiss his pink lips with cotton candy stuck on it, down "what's wrong?" i almost forgot how to act as jeongguk's voice broke me of my trance. "nothing, it's all good" i smiled then, watching his big doe and worried eyes analyze my face. "you eat like a child" i chuckled and took away the piece of cotton candy that was stuck to the corner of his lip and ate it. "at least i don't look like one" he grumbled but i could clearly understand him. i pinched him on the arm and he squealed loud. the other people turned around to hear where this sound is coming from. they probably think it's from a little girl who just lost his mother at the amusement park. "hey! Jimin! jeongguk!" matthew called after us. he stood at the go-kart race track. "the one who's losing will buy all the xxl slushees" kai screamed at ran to the go-cart at the top. they already had buy the tickets. So i got onto the car on the start line and watched jeongguk getting in the one next to me. "if you lose you gonna have to make brownies for me later" jeongguk grinned, knowing very well i was going to his place after that and i couldn't help but grin too. the boy was obsessed of my brownies i always made for him. and even while i was flattered by his so and so compliment on my brownies, i wouldn't show it to him. "don't get your hopes to high, loser" i said, sticking out my tongue and turning my gaze forward to prepare for the start, just to see in the corner of my eye jeongguk continued to grin at me.

the race ended quickly and i didn't win. "this is not fair!" i pounted and crossed my arms. "if hoseok hadn't crashed into me, i would have won!" i glared at hoseok who stood near jeongguk. "and? he tried to crash into me too but i hadn't let him" he said indifferently, but i knew exactly that he was happy that i lost. well luckily i only lost the bet with jeongguk and not the one with kai.
the one who lost was matthew, poor him. So after we all got our slushees and strolled through the rides, with jeongguk's arm around my shoulder. i had a cherry flavored one and jeongguk blueberry slushee. "i'm going to the toilets. does anyone have to come along?" kai said then and turned around, facing me and the others that walked behind him. "yes, me" matthew joined his side, in his right hand the big empty slushee bottle. how the fuck had he drank all that in 10 minutes? "okay, now that our 'guides' are gone, who wants to join me on the dance breaker??" hoseok yelled loudly. "yes, no we're out" i grimaced and walked away, pulling jeongguk along. nothing against hoseok but the dance breaker? never, until they want me to puke on their faces. i quickly get dizzy and that even when i don't look straight on the road while i was in a car. "we can go to the ferris wheel instead" jeongguk pointed on the big wheel on steels before us. yeah, actually I wasn't a friend of highs eihter but when it's with jeongguk it should be okay. "sure" i hooked my and jeongguk's arms and together we walked toward the big wheel i actually feared.

"keep this a second" jeongguk said and gave me his slushee so he could pay for us. after he finished paying and we got the tickets we stood in line. "now take it back please my hands are freezing" i said and gave jungkook both slushees before i pulled my sleeve down my palm and was about to took mine back. "this is mine, jeongguk" i pointed out as the boy in front of me just drank half away my slushee. "i know, just take mine" he chuckled at my pout. "dickhead" i cursed and grabbed after his slushee. the line kept getting shorter and it was our turn next. as the wagon pulled over and stopped, jeongguk held the little door open and whispered "ladies first" whereupon he got a killing look from me. and he just chuckled, like so often today. it was already dark but the moon and the colorful lights gave us company, letting me see jeongguk and his movements. and like i thought, it wasn't that scary. not with jeongguk sitting in front of me, keeping me company like the colorful lights. as we stopped at the top, i looked down. the world seemed so small from up here although we aren't that high up. i sipped at jeongguk's slushee and watched how hectic it seemed from up here. how loud it would be there, up here you could hear next to nothing. it was like cutting of the world just for a second. "hey Jimin" the boy called calmly. i turned my head to Jeongguk. "damn jeongguk!" i put the shlushee down next to me and rubbed my eyes. "oh fuck i'm so sorry. u accidently turned the flashlight on!" the boy knelt down in front of me, trying to look into my face that was hidden by my hands. after a couple of seconds of rubbing i often blinked my eyes again and waited until the burning stopped. "it's okay" i said and i didn't knew why but i began to laugh. it was too funny how jeongguk knelt there, hands on my knees and watched me with an worried gaze. after i made it clear to jeongguk many times that i was fine and that it was just a flashligh, he sat down next to me "look what a nice pic i took, you were so you were so focused it looked like you saw the meaning of the whole world with your doe eyes. You look beautiful" jeongguk said calmly, arm around my shoulders and gave me his phone to look on the pictures he did. i scrolled more to the side and i looked at all the pictures he had taken today. "they're only pics of me" i frowned. the boy said nothing, so i just opened the camera and i leaned more into him so that the sides of our faces were very close and took a few pics from us. i looked at them and saw that he wasn't smiling at all. he was just staring at me. "c'mon jeongguk smile" i put the phone on my lap for a moment and pulled both of jeongguk's cheeks so that it looked like he was smiling. a horrible smile. but i knew that my action was going to make him smile fondly anyway, so i took the phone again and did a lot of photos. funny and shit pictures and even more were now on jeongguk's phone, of both of us, together. the wheel already did a lot of rounds but hadn't noticed it until the ride was over and got back to the hectic world, because we were on our own fantastic one.