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Jigguk pt.2 (english)

this is part 2!

jeongguks hands wandered down my thighs and placed my legs around him. now he could definitely feel what kind of things he was doing to me. my cheeks turned red and it felt like the water was getting hotter and hotter. and i did nothing but watching the others movements. how one hand was resting on my ass and how he lifted the other one and put it on my chin, thumb on my bottom lip. our gazes were hooked up, letting me read his thoughts although i have never seen that look on hid face before. it was a look a best friend shouldn't be able too see and that was just right for me. i placed my hands on the back of his head and pulley him close, kissing his lips again and again until i couldn't get more of them but that would be impossible. the kiss got faster and wilder and we both could tell that we wanted more. more of the other, wanting us closer, incredible close. and so we didn't even break up when i heard the alarm clock for the brownies. so much has changed in just 20 minutes, so much for the better. "hey, jeongguk-" he wasn't letting me speak and just kept kissing me. "jeongguk-" and again he pressed his lips against mine plumb ones. "the brownies" after a short lick over my lips, he then broke away "what?". he caresses my cheek. "they will get burned" i said only for jeongguk to smile wide "okay, wait" and kissing me again. he placed his hand on my hips again and within a second he picked me up and set me down on the edge before he lifts himself up and immediately started looking for my lips again. and to be honest, i had absolutely no problem with it. we stood up together, lips still pressed and it was a miracle that we didn't slip on the way to the house, it was a pure chaos. i stood on tiptoe to get a better hold of him and i stumbled backwards while Jeongguk pushed me in the direction in which the kitchen was. and it would be a lot easier and faster if wouldn't keep kissing. and i couldn't help but to giggle against his lips and a moment after i felt him smiling against mine. "okay stop now" i chuckled and put myself back to normal, pushing jeongguk a bit back. he was still leaned over me but i just got the oven glove and took out the tin. who would have thought it would all happen like this, with jeongguk's hugging me from behind while i checked if the brownies were even done. there was a odd feeling in my gut but it felt weirdly good. he started to trail little kisses over my neck and shoulder blade, wet naked skin pressed against mine. i turned around and lay my hands on his cheeks, wandering the pale between his eyes and his lips, asking of it was okay to kiss him. i know we already kissed but i was scared. what if he regretted it later? or what if he's just scared of hurting me? so many questions i was afraid to have the answer to but also wanted one. love is so complicated. but was that what I felt even love? "hey, don't overthink, i know you do" the boy in front of me whispered and puts his hand soothingly on mine. "sorry" i mumbled. he knew me the best. i was thankful to have jeongguk as my best friend and maybe it wouldn't be so bad if he was more than that. he leaned down and bound our lips that had been parted for far too long.

with my arms wrapped around his neck, hands playing with his hair, i kissed him back, with all my passion. feeling his hands wandering up my inner thighs, dead nearby my friction, letting me shudder. i couldn't hold it any longer, hands slightly running down his neck along his chest, over his hardened nipple up down to the rim of his still wet jeans, trying to open his belt but my shivering weren't helping. a deep chuckle hollowed against my lips before his hands were on mine and helped me, getting him out of his jeans. now that he stood before me just in his boxer short I did nothing but staring at him while chewing my bottom lip. hr grabbed my thighs and lifted me up, making me moan loudly as my hard-on bumped against his stomach. the kiss got wilder than ever before, foreheads colliding, teeth grinding and noses bouncing, tasting the others saliva. i showed him what i wanted, what ineeded by curling my lips around his tongue, bringing a grin to the ravenette's lips as he began to do little steps out the kitchen towards the stairs, carries me with him.

while teasing the flesh on my lip he brought me to his room and put me down on his bed, not a second later he was already hovered over me. lips parted again. both of our breaths heavy and uneven. we looked each other, examine the face of the other person and I only noticed two new things. i noticed that Jeongguk had a small mole on his upper lip, which was hardly visible because of the beautiful dark pink color of his lip. and i realized that i and jeongguk could never go back to normal after this. "do you feel compelled to do this?" i didn't really thought about what i wanted to ask before i did but i was grateful i did not, the question had been floating in my head since the pool and i certainly wouldn't have asked if i had thought about it. the boy above me froze, brows furrowed. "i don't know i just don't think you feel the same i feel for you and-" i didn't talk future, i couldn't because my voice broke. i took a deep breath. "i'm scared, jeongguk. what if we realize that this is a mistake and you start to hate me?" the tears gather in my eyes. he sat up right, worry adorned his features and i started to feel bad, i spoiled the mood, once again. it was quiet and it felt like hours already passed but it were just seconds before he surprised me with a kissed, soft, innocent and caressed my cheek. "i could never possibly hate you, jimin" he leaned against my forehead, words whispered, tickling my skin. "and can it be a mistake if it feels so right? every second of my life feels so right with you. i would rather spend the day with you by doing nothing but watching films than doing something important, cause you are importantto me. i have watched you for a long time already, with eyes you shouldn't look on your best friend" he took a deep breath and did too. my heart felt like it could jump out of my chest at any time. "i can't tell you if we feel the same but i know what i feel. you make my beat faster with every time i see your smile. you are in my head all the time. and everything reminds me of you. whenever you are sad i feel bad and look for a possible way to cheer you up" he took a break. "i love you, jimin. and maybe you think it is too early to say that but we already waited for so long" he breathed relieved as if he had a lump in his throat which had disappeared with his confession. the dam in me broke and a lot of tears poured out of my eyes, running down my cheek before they got stopped by jeongguk's thumps. "i love you, too. so much" i whined, voice quiet. a little smile conjured up on jeongguk's lips and on mine too. i kissed him and he kissed me back. he was right, it felt right, everything him did. and i was happy to have him, as my best friend, the one i love and the one that loved me back.