sentiments

introduction 2

Chapter 3

Now if you come a little closer,and look a little deeper,you would see what a 25 year old girl;really looks like on the inside,only one person is burdened to see how I really am,I am a very depressed,fat,deep thinker,like am so sensitive...I hate being a burden to others,I hate being pitied...so I try my best not to let any of my bad energy out,I always have a big smile on,that's me in full Emilia Friday,May I add am a little damaged on the inside...
   I don't just want a birthday cake every year people!!! "I said jokingly",you can give me cool gifts like full chicken,I really wouldn't mind that...Emilia shut up and finish what's in your mouth,before you choke,my mum ordered.....yes I forgot to tell you about my family.......
    I am actually from a big family of 6,mum's beautiful,tender and soft hearted,even after popping out four children,she still managed to maintain her slim frame,she is as delicate as her name rose,I knew I was being cheated on,when I didn't take any feature from my mum,like universe!!!hey what did I do.......then there is my dad Adams,he owns a hotel,he worked had for it,still loves to work hard till date,so it's safe to say we are kinda rich,rich...my mum is a housewife,she loves putting her family first before any other thing,why my dad loves making money,I guess they compliment each other...and then there are my two elder brothers,Richard and Oscar,Richard is the first child,mummy and daddy favourite,like dude Richard can never do wrong!!!...Well Oscar is in the same space as Richards....Well then there is Mia the last child,Mia is a typical last born,every one has to take blame for her attitude,like she never owns up to her wrong,like she is always the victim,well guess who is always wrong,yes you guessed right it's Emily....
   Then there Is my best human on earth Olivia!! Olivia is my gee for life,Olivia is your normal white girl,but she is beautiful to a fault,I sometimes envy her beauty,but guys she is the realest,Olivia is an extention family member....Well she travelled to visit her maternal home,oh how I miss her so much,If she were here this surprise party,wouldn't be as awful as it is right now..
   Well thank you everyone,thank you mummy,thank you daddy,thank you so much everyone,well I really have to retire now to my room,today was really stressful,and Mia don't you dare finish my cake!!!!Good night people....
    The moment I got into my room,I had to keep my face straight,to relax my face from smiling too hard,"right Happy birthday Emily,really your stupid,yes you are,hmm do you think for on sec they are happy,they are just doing this,for you to not feel cheated on,even your family have to put up with you hahaha,you are of no use to them,you are just a burden to everyone,i slapped my face hard,did it again,yes you deserve all the pain,if your mum knew the kind of losser she would give birth to,she would have aborted you,you are useless to your famil,a burden to all...