Should I or Should I Not

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LUCAS

I walked into the school building hoping to be greeted by Anna and Jesse standing by the door, waiting for me. Instead, it was just Anna looking like she was on the verge of tears.

(If you guys wonder, Anna and Luci ride different cars to school)

I walked over to her and she hugged me for a second. "Uh? Anna, you alright there kiddo?" She shook her head and pointed to the boys bathroom. When I looked over, I saw Jesse limping away from the door. Clutching his body to the wall, as if to balance himself. He didn't look like himself. He was in his normal black clothes, but he looked less...joyful, as he was last night.

I looked down at my hand and remembered his touch. Anna let go of me and pleaded me to comfort him later, since she got in some trouble, and had to miss most of lunch. "Aren't you in 4th period with 'em?" I asked as she began walking away. "Yeah, we just ain't allowed to talk in there. " she walked away through the crowd.

I quickly ran to first period and froze at my desk. Who.The.Fück.Is.THAT? I felt myself make some type of growl as I sat in my seat. Clutching my desk, I stared at the skinny red head talking to Jes. I wanted to turn his head off of his spin, and pull the big brain out of his skull. But, I contained myself. He was Making Jesse laugh, and say something.

"Hey.." I whispered to Jesse as the red head took a seat next to him. He looked at me, and my entire face froze. I clenched onto the desk even harder. He had a large black sore under his eye, and his cheek looked two times its size. I could tell he had a bandage on his forehead, despite his seemingly lousy attempts to hide it with his bangs.
He mouthed out hey, and laid his head down. I managed to get a wave out to him, before the stupid ass teacher came in.

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LUCAS

"Hey, Jesse how's it goin' ?" I winked at him as I sat down next to him at lunch, as usual. He slumped down in his seat before standing up awkwardly. "Follow me..please." He shuddered. His voice was so scratchy. I nodded and texted Anna, telling her that Jes was cable of functioning his limbs.

He lead me into the courtyard, and through some bushes that I didn't even notice had something behind it. "Crouch down low." Jesse hissed, almost in pain as he got on his hands and knees. By this time, I knew we weren't on school grounds anymore.

There was a large dense forest behind it, and I guess Jesse found somewhere to hide there. He climbed up something. And I followed and found myself inside of a tent. It was filled with DVDs and sketch pads.

"Come here. Sit." Jesse asked weakly keeping his head down. He had patted onto the blanket next to him with little force. I nodded, and reluctantly sat down. I was a bit nervous. Yes, Mr. Andrews was nervous. I felt my ears heat up as Jesse leaned onto my shoulder, wrapping his arms around my neck.

"Jes? Are you okay?" I looked down at him and he smiled up at me.

"Now I am. " I looked at him confused.

"What?" Is it bad I have a boner right now? Like, my god. Him just touching me turns me on.

"This is my better birthday present. Way better than the 17 licks of each way of harm I get every year." I looked at him sternly. Now understanding why he was so beat up.

"Stacy gave me a really cool stained glass case. He referenced it off Stained Glass Eyes And Colorful Tears." Wait. Woah, woah, woah woah. Hold all of the fücking shits.
Who's this bitch?!

I tensed up, and I felt Jesse hug me tighter.

"He's a guy LuLu." I blushed at the name and tried to frown.

"That doesn't help J." Jesse looked at me surprised and bursted into laughter. I watched his frail figure curl up and hold his stomach. Whipping tears from his cheeks.
When Jesse eventually calmed down, he took a swig of water from a bottle under a pillow.

"His name is Stacy Becks. School nerd, and actually quite a ladies man. But, because of age and he prefers being alone. He doesn't talk to any of the girls." Jesse pulled out his phone and showed me a picture of him.

"Shit..."

"What? Is there something wrong?"

"Stacy's my cousin..."

"Really? How?"

"Well one, I know my cuz' when I see 'em and my uncle's last name is Becks, and I've met my cousin before...sense enough? "

"Yeah. Can we change the subject?" Jesse asked, looking so defenseless. Now! Now! Kiss him! Kiss him now! Tell him you love him! Tell him everything! It's technically his birthday right? Tell him! I yelled at myself. Watching the air between us shorten. I sucked in as much air as possible into my mouth as Jesse crept closer.

"Uh..." Both me and Jesse averted our eyes to my jean pocket. FUCK

"Aren't you going to answer that?" Jesse looked back up to my eyes quickly, and I saw a faint blush on his cheeks.

"Yeah." I picked out my phone and answered it.

"What Anna?"

"Ass, where the hell are you?"

"In your microscopic dick around the corner. And how about you?"

"Suck ass Lucy! Any way, get your shit back here. Next period is about to start. "

With that I hung up the phone and looked at Jesse. Who was laughing his ass off. I growled at him and quickly made it sound like a groan. I stiffened up, and mulled on some things.

Deep in thought I didn't notice Jesse doodling something on his art tablet.

"Come one Jes. We gotta get back. "

"Okay... Just let me grab something."

"Okay, and you have to lead the way." I chuckled and pinched his thigh.

"LUCAS!" He yelped, and his accent full in blast. I laughed and he crawled out of the tent, and followed the path we took back to the courtyard.

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When I got back home I had Jesse's touch still sparking through my lips. I had kissed him briefly before he walked out of my car, and walked through his front door.

"Lucas we need to talk." My mother walked up towards me and had Anna behind her.

"Yes mother. " Me and Anna followed my mom into the living room.

"Have you told him yet? Does he know?" My mom asked, both me and Anna looked at each other.

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