Poems by a depressed transmasc

A Hole

You've carved a hole in my heart
Taken every piece of me apart
Ripped out the ink that made me bleed
And gave me light to help me see
I got lost in the colors you created
Grew attached to the pictures you painted
You turned my skies from black to pink
And my grass from yellow to green
But I couldn't do the same things that you did for me
I couldn't change your skies or give you light to see
I think I started dragging you to drown away with me
Now you've let me go because I've become too much
I knew it would end like this cause that's how it always does
So I'll stuff your things away in a secret hiding place
Collect every item I've left inside your space
You can keep the hoodie it holds too much to take
Keep the bear the tea the pictures from my favorite date
I'll let you forget me, it's only a matter of time
It'll only take a moment for me to say goodbye