After a long of rest working restlessly on the program, I finally decided to get some rest. being an insomniac is really a pain sometimes. I open up the social media application most of my friends use, I find out that I was invited to join a certain group called "Foreigners" which has 9 individuals all of them are which in different places of the world. I'd Start off by greeting every single on of them in a polite manner, some of them respond quickly and some respond really late. I start by asking them how their day is going and how's life been treating them.
The people respond with a short response of well. I was bored and had nothing else to do but I couldn't sleep without pills which my mother forgot to get me on her trip back from the market. I feel fatigued like my body is drowning in a body of water. I start getting drowsy not being able to see straight, my eyes are hurting just like if miniature needles were prickling them. "I want to sleep" I yell slurring my words and pass out on the mattress.
I wake up the next day feeling tired as usual I say to myself "I haven't really gotten a good nights sleep in a while, maybe I should visit my doctor to see what's wrong". I grab my phone off the Cabinet it's cold to the touch. my legs feel numb like I'm getting shocked from the inside out. I check my messages and I see that somebody Mentioned me in the group. It's a person I haven't met yesterday. Let me see what he's on about. I Talk to him a for a little while then I discover that She's a girl. We start discussing our taste in music and it turns out that both of us seem to enjoy the same genres of music.
I smile a little on the inside and I feel like I can relate to that person because we share similar interests. little did I know this sparked some light between us. We keep on talking to each other for a while and she reveals her real name to me "Faye". I find her name quite sweet. She asks "what's your name?", I respond to her with "Joe". We start talking more and more often than the norm. We'd talk all night long and enjoy talking to each other. She was a girl that lives far away. A few days went by and she Opens up about her past. She was a troubled child with an abusive parent. She continued telling her story and I kept listening. Comforting her and being there for her was one of the greatest things I've ever done. Even I didn't know her that well, she was a friend.
A week passes with me talking to her on a daily bases. "You and I are partners in crime" I say jokingly, she actually finds me quite amusing. For the first time she wants me to voice chat with me and I gladly accept. She calls me and I respond. I went speechless like a cat got my tongue. when I heard her sweet melody of a voice I knew I had to write something fun. I couldn't talk I my throat felt heavy. I left the call without saying much. I apologize to her profusely because it was more of a one sided experience.
I write her a poem a sweet short one at that. She makes me So nervous so I thought " Is this what love is like? ". I message her a poem and it goes like this " Oh Faye you're the one with that makes every day the sweetest. your voice is quite like a melody oh how so earnest, I wish I could hear more but I wish to earn it." She messages me back saying that her face turned beetroot red. But my experience with her is more like paper getting penetrated by lead. It went so smooth and I didn't think it would work.
Another morning comes and I slept quite well, no fatigue or tired mentality as well. The first thing I did when I woke up, is go get myself something to eat. I feel so much better than before When I was lonely with nobody to treat. I check my messages and I see that Faye sent me something. low and behold it was a picture of her face.
I was surprised that a girl as beautiful as her could exist. She had the most wonderful hair that could cure despair. a smile so bright you'd think it'd be stars on a dark night. Her eyes so mesmerizing yet so magnetizing. Her beauty Shined and her fair skin sparkled. I complimented her with the intend to flirt. She took is as a friendly compliment oh it hurt. I Sent her a pic of me as an exchange she called me handsome and good looking was I really that great? She boosted my confidence sky high. Oh I just wished she'd be mine. but I Just had a feeling at the heart.
"Why would I risk ruining a friendship If I wanted one from the start?". I'm in love with her fully just appealed with the thought of her. But the choice was difficult should I stay or advance with her? I sent her a voice message describing how she is to me. Butterflies were fluttering in my stomach, I felt like my heart would stop. but her response made my jaw drop. "Do you believe in Soul mates?" she said with her soft and silvery voice. I said " Yes I do believe in them, why? ". She responded with "nothing my wonderful friend of mine". I gave her permission to do anything she'd like, she gave me a piece of her heart so I gave her mine. and then ended it off with "I wish you the best sweet lover of mine".
