When my mom got home she said that she found me rolled in a ball still crying. I did jot remember when she found probably because I was so num from crying that I did not feel her grab me and hug me. I was surprised that I was still crying. I thought I cryed my last tears and was just num. I guess not.
My mom told me that I did not have to go to school the next day. I thought this was unusual because I normally had to go to school. I was going with it intill my mother told be to go get in the car. I did I asked where were we going and she said some place, so I put my ear buds in still feeling num. That's when we pulled up to a shrinks office.
"Really mom?!", making my voice sound as acidly as possible considering what just happened to me the day before.
"Yes, really. I came home yesterday and you had not even took off your shoes, you were just on your bed crying. Your face was turning blue!", she said almost shouting now.
"I am not going. I don't want to be know as the girl that got cheated on with on of the cutest girls in school and then have to go to a shrink about it."
"Yes, you really do have to go."
"I am not gong. You can make me.."
"Yes I can now let's go."
"Agreement.", (I forgot to tell you if I say agreement my mom can make me do anything I don't want to because we made a agreement when I was 10 that I did not have to do anything I don't want to do.)
"Fine." Then we went home.
When we went home I went up to my room and started crying again. I could not believe that I was still crying. Anyway, I got a diary and here is what I wrote:
Dear diary,
I don't know what to do! I really love him. I just can't believe he broke up with me. I just don't know how I am going to glue myself back together. Is love strong enough to be glue or will I have to really on something stronger. Please help.
That's when my phone started to ring again. Caller ID: Lilly. Of course I answered.
"Hello?", I said crying like a baby.
"Your coming over tonight and staying the night. We are ditching school tomorrow and going to the mall to shop.", she said.
"Thanks Lilly. Love ya.", I said. (I know what your going to say, you told your bff that you loved her?!? Yes I did because I do.)
At that moment I realized what my glue was going to be. The love of friendship and maybe that will be strong enough to glue me together to talk to Teddy.
