When I got home from work my mom was not home yet so I went to my room to figure out my whole life cause I did not know what the heck was going on. I go to my room and sat on my bed, then my phone started to ring.
Caller ID- Sweety. No!! You can guess what was going through my head at the moment. Why in the god forbidden world was he calling me. Seriously!!!! I had to answer.
"Are you dying?" I said hissing.
"No?"
"Then why, why in the world would you be calling me? You cheated on me and now you want to talk to me!", at this point I was almost screaming.
"We need to talk, I am on my way over and don't say anything.", he said very calmly. Almost to calmly. He hung up and I waited in my bed room. He had a key so all he needed to do was call and let me know he was coming. There were a lot of late nights.( I know what your thinking 1. My mom did not know he was there and 2. We did not do anything other then cuttle.) When he came in I was ready to scream bit he did something so unexpected. He came over and kissed me. KISSED ME!
I shoved him away and said, "Why do you think that I want you to kiss me right now. I am on the verge of hating you and you tgonf kissing me will change that! Seriously? (I know I say that word a lot.)"
" I need you to know how much I love you, and that I did not mean anything with sleeping with Alison."
I had do choices to make, 1. Say I forgive you and that I want you back or 2. Tell him that he is not allowed in my life anymore and that I needed my key back.
I was about read to say I love you and I know that you did it for no reason other than I was not sleeping with him.
"Please, please leave.",I choked out.
"Amy."
"Now! I can't have you in my life right now. So you need to leave. Please give me the key on the way out.", I was bawling at the point.
"I will leave but know that I am so sorry and that I love you more then anything.", he said. He gave me his key.
Shattered I was shattered. Like fine china. I thought that china could only be shattered once but no because that was the second drop. I got on my bed and rolled in a ball and cryed. I cryed till there was no more tears to cry and still I cryed some more. Its nearly impossible to glue fine china together but I had to figure out. That's how teddy and I are like family and how our little family was shattered but I had to find out how to glue our little family back together because I was in love with him, but will love be enough to glue us back together?
