This story includes topics like abuse, mentioned s*xual assult, self-harm, depression, anxiety, violence, and smoking. Be warned.
This is a story about Penny Parker aka Spider-girl. It includes irondad, slight Tony x Bruce (can be interpreted as fri...
(Warning: This chapter includes talking of abuse, sh, & su!cide attempts)
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I can't move. I can't breathe. All I can do is stand there and cry. I knew my father was not a good father but all I can think is, why? Why would he not do anything to help me in my lowest? How could he just know what happened to me and not do a damn thing about it? He is my father. But to him, I will never be his daughter.
With all my strength I take a step towards the door. 1 step. 2 step. 3 step. I fall to my knees. Tears and blood gush from my face. Lie after lie. Punch after punch. And I still didn't leave. I just wanted my parents to love me. But they don't. My mother killed herself, because she hated not being able to do certain things since having me. She wrote in her note that I was the problem. That it was my fault she killed herself. Neither of them cared about me. But the inner child in me still hopes a part, a tiny tiny part of my father cares about me. But the only thing I will receive for wishing that, is a broken heart.
My father is long gone. He left for work. Or the bar. I can't even get up. My phone has been blown up with texts from Mj, Ned, and Mr stark. I hear the dings but I don't have the energy to answer them. I don't even know what to tell them. I can't go to school. My face is stained with tears, blood, and mascara. I look like the kind of nightmare I want to awake from. Every time I try to move I give up. Exhaustion tears me down. Out of frustration I beat my head against the wooden floor. This is probably the most i've cried in forever.
I don't care anymore about the physical pain I receive from my self and my father. Only the aching in my stupid heart. With all my force I read through the messages.
Mj🤍- Penny when are you going to be here? Mj🤍- You missed 2nd period. Mj🤍- Babe are you okay? Mj🤍- Okay I am officially worried.
Ned!!!- Are you not feeling well? Ned!!!- Mj is worried about you.
Mr stark- Your school called to inform me that you are not at school. Anything you want to tell me?
I sigh. Why do they care? If not even my own parents treat me well, why do they? I don't deserve their kindness. And they definitely don't need me. I scratch at my skin till it bleeds. Thinking only of how I want to leave this place. This house. My father. And maybe even this earth. It's funny how one of this planets mightiest hero, is just a torn apart little girl.
My whole body aches. My head, my eye, my arms, my wrist, my legs, all of it. I can't do this anymore. Being spider girl means even if you feel like complete shit, you have to act okay. I message them all back an "I'm sorry guys. I'm okay don't worry." And I slowly make my way to my room. The worst thing is looking in the mirror and hating what you see. I blink back to reality when I hear a ding. When I glance at my phone I choke on my tears. It was my father.
Father- You were supposed to be at school. When I get home you are going to regret not going.
No. No no no no no. I panic and walk back and forth of my room. Debating on what I should do. I have no wear else to go. And if I leave, when I come back i'll be dead. But no one can kill a dead girl. I sort through the medicine cabinet and find a bunch of pills. In this state, I didn't even care what they were. I just took a lot of them. I text Mj in my slight regret that I'm sorry for worrying her and that I love her so much.
I put on my suit so I can find a building to lay on while my consciousness drifts away and my body gives out. I climb out my window, onto my roof while still knowing what's going on. I jump to roof to roof and find a big white smooth roof. I collapse to my knees and cry. After wishing everyone cared about me my whole life, now I just wish they didn't. I didn't want this to break them. Laying on my back I stare into the sky. My legs are going numb and my mind is in a different place. My phone is being blown up from texts that I physically can't respond to.
But even if I feel myself fading away, I look at it. It's Mr stark 𝙖𝙣𝙙 my father.
Father- WHERE ARE YOU BITCH? Father- I am going to kill you.
Mr stark- Penny why is KAREN telling me your laying on a roof?
And suddenly I loose consciousness.
The only question was, did I really want to die? Or did I just want away from my father?
Authors note- Don't worry she's not gonna die!! I'll try to update this asap!
