Won't Let You Go

Chapter 8

I'm taking him out today. I planned out everything and even though it might seem like a stupid idea and nothing special i'll show him a place that changed my life.

"Louis wake up." i put the tray with his breakfast on the table and climbed on the bed next to him.

"Five more minutes." he mumbled and i laughed.

"I'm taking you out today, come on you need to eat first." i pulled him closer to me and just hugged him enjoying his warmth.

I couldn't help myself and i placed a soft kiss to his head.

"What do you think you're doing?" he asked and i froze.

"I'm sorry i-" i tried to say but he just sat up and looked at me with a shy smile.

"Do it again." He lowered his head again and i placed a few kisses to his head while his soft hair tickled my lips and nose.

I brought my hand up and played with his hair. It was just a few moments later that i felt tears on my shirt and his small arms tightening around me.

"Lou what's wrong?" i tried to pull his head away from my chest but he only burried it deeper.

"Talk to me bubs, what happened?" i leaned my cheek to his head as i rocked him from side to side slowly.

"I don't want to lose you." he said and then quiet sobs filled the room.

"You won't, i'm never letting you go." i pulled him even closer to me too scared to let go of the poor boy.

"You need to eat. Calm down lovely it's okay." i placed more kisses to his head slowly trying to reach his cheek as a small smile broke on his face.

"Will you eat with me?" he asked and his eyes shined brightly.

"Of course babe."

We ate with a small chat and then we just cuddled for a bit longer.

"Okay it's time to get up now my love." i pulled him up with me and he only whined.

"Let's go Louis we have places to see." i told him and he finally got up, took some clothes and went in the bathroom to change.

When he finally came out we walked down and left the house.

"Get on Darth." i told him and he nodded and climbed up on the horse. I couldn't help but notice his struggle with it, he's so tiny.

I climbed behind him and started our small adventure.

"Where are we going?" he asked after a while.

"Well i didn't want anything too much for our first date, i don't want to overwhelm you, but i'm taking you to a place that's really important to me." i told him and placed my head on his shoulder.

"Why is it so important?" i sighed not wanting to remember my past.

"You'll know soon." i closed my eyes for a moment trying to make my memories fade away. I felt him placing a kiss on my temple making me smile.

I wrapped my arms around him and put my face in his neck.

"Are you okay?" he asked and i nodded while placing a small kiss to his soft skin.

"The city looks beautiful." he said after a few moments and i smiled.

"Not as beautiful as you." he giggled at my words making me smile wider.

"Are you going to tell me where are you taking me?" i shook my head and he groaned leaning back on my chest.

Around 15 minutes later we got to the place. It was a big cliff that looked over the city and sea with a small bench at the end. Louis gasped as we got closer to the edge.