Won't Let You Go

Chapter 11

-Harry's pov-

I woke up by being pushed off the bed.

I quickly looked around trying to realise what's going on untill i looked back on the bed, that's when i noticed Louis crying, his whole body shaking.

I quickly got up and tried to wake him up. As soon as he was awake he tried to get away from me but i held him in place.

"Lou, what happened? Is it because of the movie? I'm so sorry." i hugged him but he was shaking his head.

"N-not m-movie." i almost couldn't understand what he was saying.

"It wasn't because of the movie?" i asked just to confirm and he nodded his head.

I held him and tried to calm him down untill his breathing started slowing down and coming back to normal.

I picked him up and carried him down the stairs and into the kitchen. I placed him on the counter and made us some tea before we moved to the table.

"What happened?" i asked him but he only looked down, i guess he seemed ashamed?

"T-the movie-" i cut him off while lifting his face up with my fingers.

"It was because of the movie?" i asked but he shook his head.

"The movie reminded me of my old owners, i had a dream about them, i wasn't scared of the movie i'm scared of them." he said and started crying again. I pulled him back in my arms letting him cry.

"Do you want to tell me about them, what they did?" he nodded his head slightly, it was such a small movement that i almost missed it.

"They used to hit me, always. For everything i did but i know you already knew that. They would ruin everything i liked or enjoyed. If i made toys for myself, i made myself clothes, everything was ruined. Once, i think i was around 8 years old, i found a kitten, they-they killed her in front of me." he started crying again heavily and i shushed him while rubbing his back.

"They almost killed me a few times too, i guess it would've been better if they did." i just closed my eyes at this letting him talk.

"Once i stole some food, i didn't eat for days i needed it, they locked me in some old room for a week, i would've probably died then if it wasn't for this girl that would bring me some food and water from time to time but once they caught her, she was punished, i don't know what excatly happened to her. They took me to the king, i got punished as well and the king would just use me for whatever he wanted." i knew what it meant and i held him tighter.

"Let's get you to the bed we'll talk more in the morning i actually have something to talk to you about. Let's sleep now though."

...

It was morning the same day, i woke up before Louis and went to make us some breakfast, i cooked some bacon and eggs and made toast before going to check on Louis.

I sat by my desk and went through some papers, boring leader stuff while waiting for Louis to wake up on his own.

It didn't take long before i heard a voice from behind me.

"I'm sorry about tonight." he said and i turned to look at him.

"No reason to appologize love, i'm glad i could help." i smiled and saw him blush a little bit.

"Let's go i made us some breakfast, i think it's still warm." he changed his clothes in the bathroom before we went down to eat.

"Is it good?" i asked and he nodded with a smile.