Bestfriends I think (Natasha x Female reader)

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 Y/n POV

I couldn't be there with her, because everytime I look at her I know that she is not the same Nat as I was in love with. So I left and she was still standing in the rooom. I made my way out of the tower and to my place.

Nat POV

Y/n just left me in the room alone. So I went up the stairs, to see where I was. Somehow I manage to came to the living room and there I saw some people talking, nobody saw me until, some guy with very interesting left arm started looking at me. "She is alive." he said and then everyone started looking at me.

They all started runing to me and we all hugged. "I am so sorry, but who are you guys?" I said all confused. They were all just starring at me and one guy with short blond hair started laughing "Very funny Nat"  "I am not kidding, who are you guys?" I said back and with that his smile faded.

"Nat, do you really not remember anything?" some other guy said and he looked like he had a lot of money. "Its not a joke, I really don't remember anything. The only thing I remember is some girl named Y/n. "

"What??? What was her name?" the blond guy asked.  "Y/n. Why is something wrong?" I asked.

"What do you mean the only thing you remember is Y/n?" he asked again.

"When I woke up, she was sitting next to me and then we started talking. She told me that I used to be part of the avengers. I still don't know who the avengers are, like are they some type of band?"

"No, we are not a band. And are you sure that it was Y/n, that was sitting next to you?" asked the guy with a lot of money.

"Well, I am not sure, but she said that that was her name."

"What else did she said?" some old looking guy said.

"Ummm... Well she said that we used to go on some type of missions together and that we were bestfriends...But I have to ask were we really bestfriends, because she was looking at me like we were something more."

"Yes, you guys were bestfriends. And she was just looking at you that way, because she missed you." the guy with cool arm said.

"Do you know where you'r going to go?" the olg guy with glasses said.

"No, I don't even know, where I am."

"Well if you ask me the best thing to do now, is that you stay with us." the blond guy said.

"But, I don't even know you." than they all started saying their names and they also said that I need to stay with them and when I am ready I could leave.

They were all really nice to me especially Bucky, I don't know why, but it was nice to talk to him. At first he was really quiet, but then he was the best person to talk to. 

3 months later

I am still living in the tower and everyday some of the avengers leave for the missions and tomorrow I will start training, they said that I was one of the best fighters on the team, so I want to see if I can remember anything. 

Whenever I ask about Y/n, they all just change the subject, but I still want to know what happened to me.

*****

When I woke up I got dressed and made my way down to the training room, where I saw Bucky already training.  When he saw me he started walking towards me and asked me what I wanted to do first. Because I didn't know what he showed me how to punch and how to kick and then we went to the ring. we started fighting and I don't know how, but I guess I still can do some of the moves. I finallly won one round, so we went to drink something. When we were done, we went back in the ring. And I won again, but this time we were really close to each other and I don't know why, but I started getting closer to his face and when I wanted to kiss him, he pulled away. I started apologizing right away.

"I am so sorry Bucky, I didn't mean to-"

"It's ok Nat. Nothing happened, so it's ok."

"Ok, thank you, but can I just ask, why didn't you want to kiss me?"

"Look Nat, you are really pretty and smart, but I just can't."

"Does this have something to do with Y/n?"

"Yes, it does. And I am really sorry, but I can't just betray her."

"What do you mean?"

"Nothing, can we just forget what happened today?"

"Yeah, sure."  We than continued training and after tha training Wanda made really got lunch, I don't know what it was called, but it was amaizing.

Y/n POV

It has been three months, since Nat woke up. I still haven't visited her, but I really hope that she is doing ok, with the avengers. 

As I was walking towards the place that I work this morning, I saw her and Bucky walking on the other side of the road. They were both smilling, so I guess they don't need me.

When I finished work I went back home and as soon as I walked in I got  greeted by RoRo (this is the dogs name and its short for Romanoff) she is the best. I got her leash and we went out to the dog park. She loves to run and she is really got at listening. We were two hours in the dog park and then we made our way back home, until she started looking behind us. So with that I knew someone was following us, so we started walking faster until we finally reached some place, where there were no people. I turned around and I saw a familiar face.

"Y/n you really are alive?" this man said. I couldn't see his face, because the lights on his side weren't working.

"Who are you? And how do you know my name?"

"Y/n, don't tell me that you already forgot my name. Come on Boo, think?"

"Buck, is it really you?" I said with tears in my eyes.

"Yes, of course its me, who else would it be?"

"How did you found me?"

"Well today morning a saw you walking on the other side of the road."

"And I thought that I was the first one that saw you."

"Why don't you come back to the tower? And why didn't you tell me that you are alive? We were searching for you. "

"I am sorry Buck, but I just couldn't come back, because of Nat."

"So, she really wasn't lying, when she said that you were the first person that she saw when she woke up."

"What, she really said that?"

"Boo, can you please come with me back to the tower? Please?"

"Bucky, I can't"

"Please, please Y/n, you need to come with me. Do you know how hard it is to be there alone without your bestfriend?"

"I am so sorry that you had to go through that. But I really can't come back. What will everyone else say, when I came back."

"Please Y/n, you need to, everyone will be happy."

"Fine I will come tomorrow, but RoRo needs to come with me."

"Thats fine by me. So should I come and pick you up, or?"

"Yes, please. So tomorrow I finish working at 1 pm so you can come pick me up at work and I will send you the location."

"Ok, great." we hugged and then I left. What is wrong with me, why did I say that? I started asking myself. Well atleast RoRo can come with me.

( I hope you guys like the dogs name.)