Two years passed and since the night I stayed at the tower I never left. I was still working at the same place as before, but something in me really wanted to join the team again, so today I will ask Tony if I could join the team.
Even Roro made herself comfortable at the tower. If I can't find her, she is then always in Nats room or somewhere with Natasha. She really likes her. And because od Roro me and Nat became friends again, but its still very hard for me to talk to her, because all the memories come back to me, but I am trying very hard.
The thing I miss the most are the smiles we had when we were young, I miss the memories of feeling love. And I am scared because what if no one makes me feel the way she did.
***
I asked Tony about the team and he said that I can join, but first I need to train for a week and then I can go to my first mission. And today someone else joined the team her name was Carol. She was beautiful. I showed her around the tower and I immediately felt something between us. It was the same feeling as the one I had, when I started catching feelings towards Natasha.
2 years later
Me and Natasha now became bestfriends and I could talk to her without any problems. And Carol asked me yesterday to be her girlfriend and ofcourse I said yes. She was beautiful, smart and she likes animal.
Even though I was together with Carol, I still spend time with Natasha.
Today it was my first mission with Natasha and I really hope that nothing happens to her. I know that I am with Carol, but I still have feelings towards Natasha, I mean she was my first love, so its kind off normal, right?
I was getting ready for the mission, as I heard a knock on a door. "Can I come in?" I heard the voice say on the other side. "Yes, come in." It was Carol. "Hi, Y/n, getting ready for the mission?" I nodded. "Please be carefull." "Of course I will." She pressed her lips on mine and then we heard another knock on the door, I don't know why does somebody knock on the door if the doors are already opened. It was Natasha, she was waiting for me, because we were already late for the mission.
We started running to the quinjet and quickly left to the destination. It was not far away, so we were there in five minutes. We parked the quinjet and made our way to the building. It was a small building and infront of it were five agents. We took all of them down and made our way inside.
It was quite easy mission so we were done with it in like 3 hours.
When we came back to the tower, Carol was already waiting for me. We both started running until she jumped into my arms. She then placed her lips on mine and when I pulled away I turned around seeing how Natasha was lookig at me. I didn't think much of it, because I finally moved on and we were bestfriends.
We all went to the living room, to give Tony all the information me and Natasha got on the mission. It wasn't much, but it could be useful.
***
Me and Carol went to my room adn started watching her favourite movie. When the movie ended I went to the kitchen to grab a glass of water. It was 2am and nobody was awake, well thats what I thought. I grabbed a glass and filled it with water. When I started drinking I saw someone appear infront of me. It was Nat.
"What are you doing up at that hour?" I asked.
"I can't sleep, so I came down here to get a glass of water. And what are you doing up?"
"Me and Carol just finished the movie and I came down here to get a glass of water."
I put my glass down and as I started walking away from Nat, she called after me. I turned around and looked at her.
"Yes Natasha?"
"Y/n can you please wait for me?"
"Yeah sure." I could see a little smile forming on her face. I knew that it was wrong, but an old feeling came back, when I started thinking about the time we spend together. I really miss the good old days. Well excelly I miss her. Y/n stop thinking about that, I thought to my self.
Nat finally finished drinking and we started walking to our rooms, but before she got in her room, she grabbed my hand and turned me towards her.
"Natasha what are you doing?"
"Can you please come to my room? I need to tell you something."
"Fine, but I make it quick, ok?" she nodded and we went to her room.
"So, I think I like someone." she said shyly.
"Thats great Nat. Who is it?"
"Well there is this girl, shes got this eyes that just- and this hair- Wow and her smile- huh. She is perfect, but she is in a relationship with someone. But like she is so smart and pretty, she has this perfect body that everyone wants and I wish I could rewind all the times that I didn't show her what she is really worth. In my eyes she is the most beautiful girl in the world. You just need to see her eyes they are like the most beautiful Y/E/C and her smile is like perfect. And- Why are you looking at me like that? Did I say something wrong?"
"No, no I am just listening. I hope that this girl knows how lucky she is."
"What do you mean?"
"I just mean, with who ever you are going to end up with, I hope that they know how of a incredible person you are. Just be carefull, because loving someone who doesn't love you back is like hugging a cactus, the tighter you hold on the more it hurts. And its all right to love someone who doesn't love you back, as long as they're worth you loving them. As long as they deserve it. What I want to say is please be carefull. Ok?"
"Always. I promise." i then pulled her into a tight hug. And then I went back to my room, to see if Carol was still asleep.
***(In the morning)
"Good morning" I said as soon as I saw Carol waking up.
"Morning" she replied.
"What do you want to do today?"
"Nothing."
Then I went to the kitchen seeing Wanda and Tony talking about something, so I joined them, after a while Carol came and we all started talking.
"What do you guys want to eat?" Tony asked.
"I don't really care." Carol replied.
"Is it ok, if we go to the dinner today? And I mean all of the avengers." we both nod and then we went to the living room and asked the others the question. They all agreed. I saw Nat sitting at the end of the couch, so I decided to join her. We were both just sitting there in silence, until Carol came and sat on my lap.
"Hi, Natasha." Carol said.
"Hi, Carol. How are you?"
"Great, just great. And you?"
"Fine." and then we were sitting in the same silence as before.
***(1 hour passed)
Carol went to the toilet and me and Nat started talking about the upcoming missions.
Carol finally came back and sat on my lap again.
"What are you guys talking about?" she asked.
"About the upcoming mission."
"Oh, ok. Y/n is it ok, if I join Wanda in her room?"
"Yeah, sure why not." she then left with Wanda and me and Nat started talking about some other stuff.
(I am sorry that you guys had to wait so long for the new chapter. I know its not much, but I will try and make the next chapter better. I hope you guys are havind an awesome day. And if you have any other ideas for this story please let me know. Love you all ;) )
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Bestfriends I think (Natasha x Female reader)
Fanficy/n and Natasha has been bestfriends since you were little. Nat was always there for you and y/n was always there for Nat. Everything changed when Nat and you joined the avengers and when Y/n and Nat went on a mission you guys never saw each other...
