Bestfriends I think (Natasha x Female reader)

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Natasha POV

After the party we all went to our rooms. Well me and Y/n went to mine since hers was still not done renovating.

"I am sorry to what happened to you tonight."I said to her.

"I am ok, since my superheroe came to the rescue."She joked and I could see a big smile forming on her face.

"So I want to tell you something."She said quietly and I started getting a bit worried.

"You know you can tell me everything, right." I said back.

"Yeah well I found my phone and I saw the picture that Bucky sent to me and I am very sorry if I made you uncomfortable, because I don't even know,but since you kissed me yesterday and the thing that happened when you were applying my make-up I want to tell you something." She said.

"Y/n you didn't made me uncomfortable and I am sorry if you didn't like the kiss or the thing that we did. I am sorry, but there is so much going on in my head that I don't even know if I'm dreaming or not."I said back.

"Natasha." It's all she said before putting her hands on my cheeks.
I couldn't help but to start starring at her beautiful y/e/c eyes. They are so pretty.

"Yes Y/n?" I asked. She then slowly started leaning in, but then we heard a knock on the door. We quickly pulled away and Bucky came in.

"Sorry to interrupt, but Tony said that Nat has to come to his office." He said.  I nodded and we both left the room.

Y/n POV

Is something wrong? Why her and not me,I mean I am not jealous,but he normally needs me,so I am a bit confused. I know that we don't haveany missions since the police is always driving around the city. Why am I even overthinking this. I started asking myself.

I wanted to go to my room but I remembered that they are still not done with renovation,so I just stayed here.

NAT POV

When we left we weren't actually going to Tony's office,we were actually going to the living room.

When we came I saw everyone already sitting on a sofa talking about something.

"what is going on?" I asked confused.

"So tomorrow is Y/n's birthday and we were thinking about throwing her a party. What do you think?" Clint asked. 

"You guys do know that she doesn't like partys, right?" I said back.

"If you don't like it, then you can do whatever you want, we don't need you." Bruce said back.

"What is that supposed to mean?" 

"Nothing, just that ever since the accident and everything that happened to her, you are the last person to know her the way we know her. And we don't need you here anyway." Bruce said back.

I coudn't believe my ears, why would he think that. Yeah i know that i lost my memories, but that doesn't mean that he needs to be so mean to me. I know that we used to be more then friends but then something happened to me and when i woke up i couldn't remember anything. But still why did he said that, I didn't even do anything to him.

"You know what Bruce, I don't care, you guys can do whatever you want!" i told him and left.

When I came back to my room I saw Y/n laying on my  bed. When she heared me closing the door  she immediately raised her head up.

"Hey Nat." she said. I couldn't say anything back because  i was still hurt about the thing Bruce said to me. I could feel tears forming in my eyes.

"Hey whats wrong?" she asked worried and slowly walking towards me. She then placed both her  hands on my cheeks. "You know that you can talk to me, right" she said. I nodded and placed one of my hands on hers.